If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

Boarding what?

When i was little i asked my grandma what's love..she would say that that is an emotion that nobody can live without.Growing up i thought that was an emotion that was there,not an emotion that turns your world around.

Rain,rain let it fall,let it wash away my steps so i won't get back to him.I don't know why,i don't know how but every time the rain would fall i felt so peaceful,so calm...I wanted Connor to be with me beside my window,but the house is full.He textes me but that is not enough i want him not his written words.

-,,Ann,honey,could you come down for a minute?" i heard my dad said

I felt fear.What does he want? Did they found out something?

I was going downstairs and i saw Connor,my mom and my dad sitting at the table.I saw that Connor was just as confused as i was.I sat down next to Connor,without a word.

-,,Look,sweetie,we've been talking about this situation...Putting you and Connor together is like putting together gas and flame.You didn't do anything that would disrespect us,but we're not taking any chances.We're sending you to an all girls boarding school in another town"
WHAT? I felt like someone stabbing me in the stomach.

-,,Why? This isn't fair.This is what i get for following your stupid rules all these years.We're just friends nothing else.Do you even care about me?About my feelings?You're just gonna isolat me like that.I'm not going,you can't make me"

-,,You're going that's final.We're not gonna discuss this "

-,,We all do respect sir,but why are you sending her away? I should go if you wanna separate us" i heard Connor say

-,,No,Connor you don't get it.You're their guest i'm the piece of furniture here that they can move around."

-,,Don't say it like that"

-,,Like what? The truth?"

-,,Pack your things you're going tomorrow morning."

I let Connor stay in my room that night.My parents were asleep like nothing happened,like tomorrow was another day.Connor was helping me pack and i was crying.

-,,Don't worry it's gonna be ok" Connor said

-,,No it's not.I can see it in your eyes.You don't believe that.Long distance doesn't work,especially when it's a secret.All my life I'm threaded like this.They think the world listens to them and that they're like God."

-,,Shh it's ok come here,listen to me" he pulled me into a tight hug,, nothing is gonna happen,i love you and as long as i do nothing will change it.I believe it's gonna be ok,i have to,and you should to."

That was the first night that Connor spent with me in that house.I wasn't afraid someone was gonna walk in and see us kiss or hug,i didn't care.When i saw the sun coming i felt like everything was over.I just wanted to stop time.Connor helped me get my bags down i huged and kissed my brothers and when my parents wanted to say goodbye i just turned around and said,, pretend like I'm not here" and walked away.Running to the car i felt like i wanted to turn around to see Connor for the last time but if i did i would fall.After a few hours there it was.This huge building was the reason I'm not happy.I don't wanna go.