If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

Get up and try.

All of a sudden everything is...quiet.Connor's mom left,Connor left and I was alone in this big house.I lay at night and I don't hear footsteps,calling my name,music...nothing.For the first time ever my heartbeat is breaking the silence.What should I do? I'm not going to go home,my job starts in 6 months and Connor is gone.I finally found something that would break the silence around me.Music.Going through my old stuff I found my cousin's guitar,he gave me the guitar for my 18th birthday but with everything happening I forgot about it.What better way to be amused? At first,I was horrible but I didn't want to give up,so I kept going and going until I finally learn a couple of songs.I wasn't horrible but I wasn't bad either.Day by day I learned more and more so I decided to show Connor one day on Skype.

-"Sooo what did you want to show me?" Connor said with excitement on his face

-"This" I started playing a couple of song,after being red for about 10min I looked at the screen where I saw Connor's shocked face.

-"WOW I can't believe you learned that..all by yourself?"

-"Yeah,well when you're alone a lot of things amuse you"

-"You should open a youtube channel and post..maybe someone will offer you a record deal or something?"

-"Why not?"

-"See,something good happened after I left"

-"I guess so" I said that putting my head down and letting out a small tear,as soon as he saw it he continued

-"Hey,what did I tell you don't be sad.For me.It's hard for me too here.They are all really cool but they feel like strangers.So when I finally see your face I want to see you happy..Ok?Now look at me and smile"

I did that and he send me a kiss and ended the call.I let a few tears fall down,because let's face it,I can be strong for him and for us but for me...I don't think so.So I've decided to listen to Connor and open a channel and started posting.Day by day I started getting more and more views,comments,likes.Everyone loved it.After about a year or so,I started to work at the hospital and it wasn't a steady job but it was what I loved and what I wanted.One day I was on my way to work and my phone rang.I answered it without looking because I thought it was Connor congratulating me on my million views and 10 000 subscribers.

-"Hello,is this Ann?"

-"Yes" I answered a bit confused nit hearing the voice I thought I would

-"Oh sweetie I hope it's cool me calling you Ann.I saw your videos and I would like for you to work with me because I already see you in the stars"

-"What?"

-"Listen,today in the mail you'll get a plane ticket first class to go to LA and meet me.You'll see the date.When you come to LA call me on this number and I'll tell you where to go...Ok?"

-"Ok,thank you very much!"

-"Don't thank me now,thank me when we're at the top of the lists"

The whole day I was just thinking about that.I could go to Connor finally.We won't live together but still I get to see him,feel him again.

Like the lady said there was a ticket there and I packed my bags.Everything was going fine,until I got a text that crushed me.Connor sent it, and I didn't tell him  anything.

"You don't know me anymore.Forget we ever had a life together.Please,just forget me.For your happiness."