If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

Let's just try...maybe we're right together

I woke up because I was cold.God,my head hurts it's like a knife every time I try to turn my head.It was about 14:00 God I slept a lot.But one thought accrued to me...where is Mike? I remember that we were drinking and that I fell asleep like a baby..but..nothing else.Suddenly he came in.

-"We need to talk" he said

-"Yeah,we really need to stop drinking"

-"You tell me my head is pounding"

-"So what do you want to talk about?"

He came up to me snd took my hand

-"You have to at least give us a try" as soon as he said that a memory accrued -the kiss...oh why now?

-"Look we were drinking..."

-"And you love Connor more I know... but you're this amazing,talented,young girl that I'm falling in love with more and more by minute..we don't have to go too serious let's just have fun and see how it goes"

-"Ok"

-"REALLY?"

-"Yes,I want to live and have fun and if I can do that with you it would be awesome"

-"You'll see I'll have you someday"

-"Try" I then just kissed him.It was too much I know.Maybe I see Connor in him,maybe I see revenge,maybe I'm too confused but I have to try something else.Something more fun than usual.Everyone knows who has a special place in my heart and I can have fun with Mike,if I choose to do it.I don't have to fall in love or get married but honestly Mike has that "special thing".Just by a look he can take your breath away,just by a touch he can make you shiver.

After the kiss he turned to me and said

-"Come on I'll show you what living with me in LA is like."

I fixed my hair,grabbed some shorts and LA was mine.Mike took my hand and locked it with his. For the first time I felt like a real star which is what I was.I got a lot popular and I couldn't even walk two steps  without someone taking a picture singing with me and it felt good.I loved that people liked my work this much...The paparazzi were going crazy.Cameras were everywhere taking photos,but after they got what they wanted they left.And there is one particular thing that I liked.With Mike I could go freely down the street.He could hug me and kiss me and give me attention and I loved that.It made me feel special.For all these years I had to hide something,go to secret meetings and stuff.Now,I don't have to.Secretly I'm not too happy because it's not the person I wanted it to be,but I still felt attracted to Mike and he made my heart beat faster.

After a long day of walking we were too tired to even talk so we just fell on the couch the minute we walked in.

-"See I told you you'll love it."

-"Yeah,for the first time I felt awesome in the position I was in"

I looked in his deep eyes and rested my forehead on his.I imagined him with me and if it's going to be like this and if the whole world says it's wrong because he's a bit of a bad boy,I really don't care.I would gladly make that mistake without looking back.

His phone rang and broke our moment.It was Maddy.He put her on spiker and she yelled right away

-"Howw come you didn't tell me I have a new daughter in law"

-"Hahahaahah mom we're not that serious"

-"Boy the news travel fast"        -"Well great get ready in about 20 you have to be at a talk show in the studio that's an hour away for you"

-"Maddy it's 18:50...Ann can you get ready that fast?"

-"I'll try but I think I can"

-"One last thing,you'll be interviewed with Connor and Amber"

-"WHAT?"I said

-"Is that a problem?" Maddy said

-"NONO it's okay"

Mike looked at me worried but I gave him a little smile confirming that it was ok,it is going to be hard but I have to try.It's not hard being happy with Mike.I don't have to act or anything and revenge is sweet.I already have a plan. I'm not moving away from Mike for one second.