If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

What's the message here?

I opened my eyes to a warm bed but a cold other half.Where's Connor?I couldn't believe i didn't feel him when he got up.Oh well,he isn't far so i just turned to the other side facing the Christmas three in our room.Than i saw a shadow.A familiar shadow.At the bottom of the tree wearing a bow on his head.

-"Wanna unwrap your present?" he finally said

-"I thought i unwrapped it last night"

-"Yeah,but not the whole part so come here and and open the second part"

-"I'm not getting up"

-"Comeee hereee" he was whining like a 3 year old

-"No I'm not"

-"Ok well I'm going to you then"

At that second he jumped on my side of the bed came face to face with me and started kissing me down my neck.Slowly but secure he got to my shirt pulling it up a bit and started tickling me.I was laughing and trying to pull him off of me and as soon as he saw it he grabbed me by the waist and put me on his shoulder

-"Get me down!!"

-"No I'm not"

-"Yes you are"

-"No I'm not"

-"Yes you are"

Knowing he had no other way to shut me up but spin me in circles and putting me on a table next to the fire place.

-"See you didn't want to get up but i got you up you're welcome" he got a few steps away from me crossing his arms

-"Ha ha really funny now get me down from here"

Slowly he came up to me facing me really close turning to my ear

-"Fine,but on one condition"

I looked at him confused

-"We go together without hiding or anything to your parents for you to change and than we go to our house for you to see it"

-"But i have no clothes in my parents' house"

-"Yeah you do..remember when you were pregnant? Well you got some of your clothes back to your room because you we're staying with me that weekend"

-"Wooww do you forget anything?"

-"Nop,now let's go"

He got me like a little kid getting me down from the table and maybe 15 min here and there later we were at the house.Ohh that house.There are so many memories, everywhere we look we remember something.I walked into the living room and my parents were there back turned to us.Connor wouldn't let go of my hand and he already turned to my parents saying "Hi" and i was scared that they are gonna turn around but no they didn't.My dad just waved without turning and i gave Connor an eye sign to let go of my hand so i can go upstairs.Walking in my room again put a smile on my face.Everywhere i turn i see me and Connor.Our goodbyes,our hugs,our kisses,trying to keep our voices down so my parents couldn't hear us together.Who knew that this little room can have a big enough story to write a book.

I turned to my kind of sporty part of the closet and as i was fixing my hair facing the mirror i heard the door open and i thought it was Connor so i didn't turn my head once.

-"I know about the pregnancy" my legs were cut off

-"How?"

-"Dr. Kate was always our family friend you didn't think she'd tell me"

-"So what now?" still didn't turn my head

-"You could've told me "

-"And say what? I'm pregnant and the dad is the guy you hate the most? Not really a pleasant phone call"

-"Still I'm your mom."

-"You weren't acting like one when you told me you would kick me out if me and Connor got together.Does dad know?"

-"No i didn't tell him."

-"Good don't"

-"You know young lady you can still get kicked out."

-"I know that,but i also know that I'm finishing school in a couple of months and I'm getting a job in the hospital as a intern"

-"Look,i know you're hurt but i always wanted to be with you"

I couldn't take it anymore i got up facing her

-"Well you didn't show it for the last 18 years of my life.I was raising myself everything i did,i did on my own you didn't turn to me once.I spent nights and nights anywhere i wanted you didn't turn once all you did was punish me and you're still doing that.Do this one thing for me this last thing-don't tell dad about the pregnancy.That's all I'm asking."

I didn't wanna hear the answer i just walked away.I was really upset and i knew i couldn't hide it from Conn so i put a fake smile on my face and went into the car.

-"Oh no what's wrong?"

-"Haaha can i keep anything from you?"

-"Nop now what's wrong?" he said starting the car

-"My mom knows about the pregnancy"

-"What? How?"

-"Well it turns out that the gynecologist that exemend me was a family friend.Not beeing a part of the family i didn't know her"

-"Does your dad know?"

-"No"

-"Ok."

-"Just "ok"?"

-"Well i don't wanna be sad today.Let's just enjoy this beautiful day"

-"Ok"

-"Hey" he put his hand on my knee and i looked at him " don't worry about it.It's gonna be fine."

I took a deep breath and said "Ok"

a couple of minutes later we stopped at a driveway of a beautiful old time house.It was my dream house.It was covered with flowers,had a beautiful little garden.I felt like every flower was smiling at me.Inside the walls were rock just the way i always wanted.On the inside it looked much bigger.There were no stuff there yet but the first thing i saw was a glass wall that looked on a huge pool.

-"How did you know that this would be my dream house?"

-"Well you shouldn't leave your old diaries out"

-"Yep" he put a huge smile on his face

-"Auuu,well don't anymore.There are some pretty embarrassing stuff there."

-"Believe me i saw them"

-"Auuu"

I couldn't ask for anything more but just like Connor said "always expect more from me" turning to me he said

-"Wait there's more."

-"Nooo no more this is just enough"

-"WAITT"

He went to the other room and brought a grey kitty.

-"Owww he's soo cuteeee"

-"And look" he put it beside my head "It has the same hair colour as you" he put it beside his face now and said " he isn't cutter than me is he?" making a sad face

-"Hmmm you left me in a huge dilemma hmm hmm"

He started to fake cry and i kissed his nose.He gave me the cat and kissed my cheek going slowly to the front door to close it and open a window for the air to come in a little.I sat on the floor playing with the kitty and i got a text.I looked at it and it said "i hope you're having a cute time,I'm crying my eyes out here".I had the erge to go to my school to see if everything is ok but i don't wanna go now.Maybe tomorrow tonight i wanna relax and this anonymous person hurt me a couple of times now it's their turn.I'll dig more deep into these messages later.