If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

Another game of hide and seek

Sorry i didn't upload earlier.My birthday was on saturday,on sunday i had an English competition...but it's finally here so enjoy. :) XOXO K<3

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"I can make you feel the pain that she felt" those were the words that haunted me that night.I didn't do anything,did i? She didn't tell me anything...or did she?Or maybe i wasn't listening? The morning seemed years away I was breathing heavy,waiting for it to come.When the sun was rising i closed my eyes,just to forget and sleep quietly for once.I heard Connor's voice,talking on the phone.I could hear it was a family member,maybe his mom? When he hang up i opened one eye said:

-"Is there a problem?"

-"No,no it's nothing"

-"Connoooorrr"

-"We have a problem.My parents are here and they kind of want to meet with us and stay with us"

I think that that got me up faster than anything else.I just sat on the bad and looked at him.

-"Hey don't worry it's gonna be fine"

-"When are they coming?"

-"Tomorrow morning"

-"Oh great we can relax.I'm really happy i haven't seen them in a long long time."

-"Yeah the Christmas before we got together.So you don't mind?"

-"Nooo why would i?"

-"Uhh that's much better" i could that a wait was lifted of his chest.He came up to me kissed my forehead whispering " We're back to where we started.Playing hide and seek"

-"But it's going to be fun as always..."

-"It's early let's go back to bed"

-"Ok but on one condition" i said

-"What?"

-"Let's play a game.I ask you a question and you answer then you ask me one"

-"Uhuu let's go "

Connor sat infront of me wrapping a blanket around us...It was like 6 a.m and really cold i don't know why.

-"I'll start" Conn said "have you ever loved Jimmy?"

-"No,actually i never even liked him.We were just close friends nothing else."

-" Your turn..i think this is going to be interesting"

-"Have you ever loved Amber?"

-"If i did,i would be here with her not you."

We carried on like this untill maybe 11 i don't even know anymore.But it was really fun seeing us like this.Together,not talking about our problems,just enjoying eachother's company.When the sun was slowly setting down we were getting ready for bed i was doing my hair in the bathroom and he came in wrapping his arms around me saying :

-"The game isn't  over yet.When my parents come tomorrow the old games begin."

-"And i thought we finished them"

-"And whose the winner?"

-"Well let's just say we're the ones here and our parents don't suspect a thing."

After a long long time i saw Connor's parents.I really loved them.They were kind and sweet and nothing like my parents.We were spending the day together and Connor would look at his parents,try to say something grabbing my hand.In the "hide and seek" rules they're not suppose to suspect a thing.But then he would always just smile and say " old habits".At night he would come to me and we would start tickling and it just brought old memories back.Back then it was difficult we were smiling but we knew that this wasn't going to work.We were afraid to say "goodbye" but it was just another one of those memories.

One night i was  on my own because Connor was at the cinema with his mom and dad and i didn't like the movie so i stayed home.I was just watching and i heard footsteps.

-"Soo how was it?" i said thinking it was Connor

-"Ohh it was perfect" a hand was on my mouth and and a knife was slowly cutting my hand.I was in sooo much pain i couldn't breath.I saw Jimmy.He was doing this.I never knew he was such a sick boy.The knife was going deeper i was really scared,i thought i was going to die.But at one point i gathered all my straight and hit his head with mine.I managed to get up but seeing all this blood i felt so helpless.Breathing heavy i was hiding in a room next to the living room i heard him say "come out come out where ever you are".This wasn't the person i knew.I couldn't believe that he would do this.And for what?Connor and I weren't guilty,we didn't do anything. I was scared that this would happen to Connor so I got the keys to the car and go to it even though he was four steps behind me.He was following me in a car behind and a police station was near by.I was just praying to God i would manage to get there.And i did.A lot of police officers were around me and i just blacked out,i didn't have enough power to stay awake.

TO BE CONTINUED...