If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

Old friends meet...

So this part is a little bit shorter and not that much detailed because i have a biology competition tomorrow,so i didn't have time to write a longer one.Let me know if you like this part and wish me luck for tomorrow.BYYEE :-* <3
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I always liked the ocean.It can be calm or it's power can take away a life.It's calming sound brings peace into my heart i feel complete,just like i do when I'm with Connor.He brought peace and safety to my heart.While he was at the store i decided to go to our balcony on the sun just to relax.I let my hair down grabbed one of his huge shirts and headphones letting my skin absorbe the sun.At one point i felt my headphones moved and a familiar voice saying " Miss me?"

-"Like you don't know the answer?"

-"Just checking" Conn said placing a delicate kiss on my neck

"I can see you really like my shirt"

-"Yeah,well it's comfortable"

-"It looks good on you,but i think i like you better without it" he said with a smile on his face pulling me up and placing me on his lap softly pulling my shirt with his cold hands.And then we heard "ROOM SERVICE".Does this guy have a camera here to know when NOT to come in?I looked at Conn and started to laugh and he just whispered " Let's pretend we're not home" and continued.I wouldn't mind but the problem was that he forgot to lock the door so the guy randomly walked in and when i saw him i just moved to the other chair and i could see that Conn wasn't to happy about it.

-"Would you like to order something ?"

-"No,thanks..we're going out for dinner"

-"Again?Why don't we order something and just watch a movie relaxing?"

-"Nahh i like it better this way"

-"Hahaha ok.We'll go out then.We don't need anything" i said turning to the guy.He just noded and finally went out.

-"Soo where are we going now? I don't care but i want to know what to wear."

-"Just for a walk.Let's be kids for one night"

While i was getting ready i couldn't help but see him watching me.I don't know what he was thinking but his smile was enough to me.That night was just simple and a beautiful break from everything..but,knowing my life something had to change.I heard a familiar voice calling me while i was at the beach with Conmor just running around in the water.I had a smile on my face but when i saw that Jimmy was calling me i just snapped.I never told Connor what happened,he doesn't need to know it's better for him.

-"Go wait for me in that cafe I'll be there in a sec just going to say "

-"Sure you're gonma be fine?"

-"Yeah"

He kissed me and then left.Ohh Jimmy is in trouble right now just let me have him.

-"What in fu**s name are you doing here?"

-"Woww that's not a friendly way to welcome me"

-"How did you know i was here?"

-"I just did. K killed herself because of you,infront of you.You didn't call me so i came."

-"She didn't kill herself because of me or by me she killed herself because she loved Connor"

-"She loved Connor?" i could see that he was broken

-"I thought you loved her i didn't even know and she was my best friend.You think it doesn't hurt me at all? I'm here because i want to forget i still feel her blood on my hands.I can't bring her back"

-"You can't bring her back,but i can make you feel the pain that she felt"

-"You can't do anything"

-"Try me" and then he left.I wasn't afraid of him,to be honest nothing scared me anymore.I just knew i was in trouble.