If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

Always remember me

When you're doing what you love you forget about everything for that couple of hours.You give your all and try to give a perfect image to the people watching you.On tour,everything was going great.I was treated like a Goddess,the fans were amazing,people that worked with me were brilliant,I couldn't ask for anything more from the people I've worked with.The headlines have been blowing up about how Connor stopped everything because of me.Most of the stuff was true and for the first time ever I felt free to talk about it.He admitted at an interview that we did have a life together but we promised to eachother not to talk about it here because of the chaos.We never promised anything but ok,he is the one that's left behind to answer everything,he has to say something.To the people watching all of his interviews our story was the perfect love story anyone could ever imagine.Even I was asked once about us and I just took a deep breath,my eyes were full of tears and said

-I did love Connor we were perfect for eachother,nothing in particular set us apart like cheating,the stop loving stuff.It was our lives now that broke us.That's all in the past,we've both moved on.

-But Connor stopped his wedding because of you,it doesn't  seem like it is staying in the past.

-What we went trough,only the two of us know and he did stop because he changed his mind about Amber ,it happens.I have to go now bye.

And then I just left.In other news I came in contact with my brothers.Ohh how I missed them.We've made plans to spend Christmas together like we used to and it's only a couple of months away.I did have a lot of people around me but when it all stops for a moment,late at night,I just stare out the window looking at the stars hoping that eather Mike or Connor are looking and thinking like I am.Oh how I need one of them to hug me and say "Everything is all right" that one sentence can honestly help me a lot.But no.I'm sitting alone on my bedroom floor looking at the wall-window hearing my own heartbeat.Seeing my breath on the glass.Months have passed like this-concerts,interviews,meeting fans and then finally silence.And it was Christmas-the day I will finally see me brothers after soo many years.I practically left when I was about 18 and I didn't see them since.I called my tour manager to ask the hotel if I can have a tree,and they said yes,and even got me one.I bought all kinds of presents for them-clothes,technology everything I could find.I got ready and they knocked on the door.When I opened it there were two men infront of me and I left kids behind me.They bought screamed "ANNY" and my heart just melted.Through the dinner talk I found out a lot about them now.Actually they're really successful in the technology world and I'm soo proud of them.And came the presents time.They opened theirs and loved them,they were just sooo happy and I couldn't help but just stare at them.I liked watching them.I just couldn't believe that THIS is MY family.After a while they looked at eachother for a second ,smiled and gave me a hugeee scrapbook.It was  a scrapbook of us three.Everything we did as little kids,every vacation we went on,everything was there.But I saw one picture that brought me to tears-it was a picture of Connor and I at the park when he first moved in and we were with them.We were the happinest people there.I just took a deep breath and started crying,hugging them tightly and they saw what picture I was looking at.

-Anny,how are you?-they asked me

-Guys,I want you to know that I never left you behind and just left because I wanted to.I left because I had to-you know that mom and dad never loved me and never cared for me.I wanted to take you with me but I couldn't.I'm here now,everything you need just call me.Ok?

They're everything I wanted them to be.My pride and joy.We talked for the rest of the night and that was the first night I didn't spend alone.We cried and laughed remembering all the things we did while growing up and even though it was mine and Connor's holiday-it was perfect without him this time.I felt soo happy to be with my brothers again but something was wrong,really wrong.Mike was supposed to join me right before Christmas on the tour,he never showed up.I was so cought up with my brothers I forgot completely.I called Maddy the day after Christmas and she answered crying.

-Maddy what's wrong,why didn't Mike come?

-Ann we have a huge problem,fly back as soon as you can.Only you can save our Mike now.

What? I didn't think for a second I just ended the call and started packing.Oh,God,please help me.