If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

I love you and I always will.

True love….we all have a different definition when it comes to this. We don’t know how it goes until you finally meet your definition. Mine was right here, staring right into my eyes asking me to have a future with him.I stood there for a couple of minutes not believing it was real.When I realized that it was,I gave him the tightest hug,without a word,without a sound.He just kissed me gently whispering “Can I take that as a yes?”and I nodded my head …

I never understood the people that wanted their wedding perfect in the smallest of detail. Heck, we weren’t perfect how can this event be? Don’t get me wrong it was my special day too and I wanted it to be nice, but I didn’t stress about the little details, for example – not having blue napkins or the right kind of wine …In fact,Connor was making a big deal out of everything.Yes,he was helping me plan it, which just showed me how much he cares and wants this to happen . After a while, we found everything that we need-the church, the dress, the reception…My dress was perfect for me.It was a medium puff with lace on top and an elegant V neck to it.

It was coming closer- the big day.My wedding planer called me to check out the decorations in the reception if I like them and if I would like to add something . Everything was going fine until one point when I felt really sick. The room was spinning and I couldn’t catch my breath.Like I said,I do have problems with anemia so this wasn’t new to me, but my friends who were there were concerned so they took me to the ER. On my request, they left so I was waiting alone for the doctor to come.

-Ann,nice to meet you,such a huge fan.-said this pretty blond woman not much older than me

-Thank you,always nice to meet one.

-So,this might be a weird question because I just meet you but are you late?

-Hmmm,now that I think about it,yes but a day.It happens a lot…

-Well this time it’s different… congratulations you’re going to be a mom..

-REALLY?-a huge smile appeared on my face,Connor always wanted this to happen..

-Yes,want me to call your future husband?

-No but thank you and please don’t say anything to anyone I don’t want him finding out before I tell him…

-As you wish…

-Thank you very much and bye.

I left with a huge smile on my face.This couldn’t happen in the best time.I had a perfect career,also he had a very stable career so we were making money enough to support ourselves and most importantly I had someone to love me unconditionally ….To tell me that everything is going to be fine even if I don’t believe him it’s nice to have someone to say it. I took a taxi home, because I was afraid to drive in this condition, on my way there I was thinking how should I tell him. And then it hit me- he wasn’t home until later that night so I could make a picnic in our garden because it was a really worm end of February. I came home and started to work on it.I placed a blanket at the perfect spot where you can see the stars, put some lights around us from the Christmas tree and made some of his and my favourite food , even  they made me sick to my stomach. I wanted to wear a dress but let’s face it it was February and the last thing I wanted was to be sick. So I put on my jeans, a shirt and one of his hoodies. He came up to me kissing me saying:

-What is all this?

-Well you always do this for me, now it’s my turn…

We talked, joked around a little and I ate as much as I could. Men. He didn’t even recognize that something was off. I was denying all my favourite food and he didn’t notice a thing. After a while I saw that there was no chance that he would notice so I stood up and played a slow song for us to dance to. He held me close, I could feel his heartbeat. The moonlight was making his face glow as he was looking at me with his perfect green eyes as I finally had the courage to say:

-I have to tell you something.

-Is there a problem?-I could see that he was worried

-In nine months in this house will be three people not two anymore…

-You’re kidding?- he backed away covering his smile opened mouth with his hand slightly turning red-I’m gonna be a dad?-he finally said-This is just so perfect,I can’t believe that my wish is finally coming true.

He picked me up and started to spin me around when he finally stopped he put his forehead to mine and his hand on my stomach saying “I’m gonna be a daddy “

That worm April day came. The doctor told me that because I was a young mom I wasn’t going to show as much as I should. I was so relived, I mean imagine not being able to fit in your wedding dress. I was terrified and I couldn’t try it on because I had to keep it at my friends house because Connor kept asking me to see it. Even if I say no, he would find it and look at it for sure when I was at the studio or singing at a jam. Nobody knew I was pregnant,I only told my brothers and Connor but the media was going crazy about us. They wanted to know every single detail about the wedding but we got really good security so they wouldn’t bother us. The day I put on my dress with the full make up and hair , I finally started to feel like a bride. A bride who’s dreams were coming true. I entered that church confident without a care in the world with my brother by my side and my parents not invited. They told the media that they wouldn’t come anyway and who would want Mr. and Mrs. Devil coming to their wedding. I saw Connor standing there shocked telling his friend “I’m the luckiest person in the world”. Everyone was there. Even Mike came,he later told me that he wanted to see me happy and that he knew we were the perfect couple. I could even feel K’s and Jimmy’s presence with us. The church looked like a tropical paradise. The walls were covered with flowers killing me with the smell but I chose it because of it and now I just have to breath through my mouth. I went up to Connor holding his hand saying the words of forever. He looked at me and said “I do” and I couldn’t keep it any longer so when I said my “I do” I started to cry.We finally came through our doors of forever.

Life can bring you many things.Love,new life,so many chances to prove yourself.It can bring you pain,tears,loss of loved ones but you always have to know one thing – no matter what don’t ever give up. Don’t turn your back on your future or just say that you’ve had enough because for every effort you put into something it will pay off. You just have to believe that it will. A lot of time you may wonder what is your purpose in this game we call life but we are all here for a reason and we’re stuck with our little problems that can tear our world apart. You’re stuck here along with everyone else and you just have to make most of it. Do whatever you want to do, be who you want to be, nobody can’t tell you who should you love or follow because it’s your game where you make the rules.

THE END.