He kissed me, and said let's be happy always. He held me tight even from miles away, and told me it's going to be okay. He smiled at me and told me I was beautiful, even after he's seen the worst of me. He looked me in the eyes and said I love you.
He said let's be happy always.
Today marks a day of change. Change for the better, and maybe some changes for the worse as far as politics go. But one thing is for sure. Today, November 9th 2016, is a day of change. I want to be happy, I don't want to cry in the middle of the night, I don't want to look in the mirror and hate what I see, I don't want to nearly pass out in the middle of class from mental exhaustion anymore, it's happened three times.
I want to start a life anew with him, he who protects me in his sleep and who cradles me in warmth and love. The guy who gives me a reason to smile, the one I love most. This entry is short, but I just wanted to say, he gas given me the hope for a better tomorrow, he has given me something to look forward to, a reason to get up in the morning, reasons to smile and laugh in the dullness of the struggle in the world. Matheus I love you, Matheus I thank you. You have given me so much, including the will to make a change. I can get better, and with by my side, I know I will.
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