The world, it's a mess. And people try to fix it, but then plans end up crashing on top of the damage and create a larger mess. I honestly have a lot to say and but so little care and motivation to say it. Another thing, I thought having my dad out of the house would make my anxiety go away, and while it has, I still get those panic attacks at night and prevent my from sleep. I have felt a lot of anger recently, and I don't know how to vent. Writing about it does some to little help, talking about it when people just makes me break down, and so I end up sitting in my dark corner and pout about it, which is like fighting fire with fire. I then end up exploding onto people about things I normally wouldn't. I don't know what to do. I honestly want a punching back that I can just destroy when I get upset and mad.
Society angers me as a whole. It's disgusting. People are trying to create a "non-judgmental world" but are shutting out certain opinions of people who have a valid reason to feel a certain way. I'm not about to have a discussion about anything in particular I am very beyond pissed at the world right now. But I am disappointed in society, and my opinion doesn't matter, it never has it never will, so forget I even wrote this chapter. It'll remain forever in in this book, but you can just forget about it, because you will forget that all opinions deserved to be heard, because you fight so hard for a "non-judgmental world" that will never exist.
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My Dark Rants
RandomThe world is changing every hour. The sun rises every morning. The moon takes its place every night. There is always a light in the sky, whether its sunlight or moonlight. But what happens when even on the brightest of days you cannot find the light...
