I don't do thugs(BOOK 1 & 2)

CH. 1 CHANGES

Note: The sequel is called New beginnings so I will write that for every chapter if you are confused the sequel will be written with this book*

*2 years later*

Life can be good on some occasions but the pain is always worse when you can actually feel your heart hurt I told myself this everyday for the pain that had been caused to me you probably are wondering what I am talking about I'm speaking on my relationship well old relationship I had to leave it was just to much the pain and suffering wasn't worth this outcome of me being alone with my children and hiding from him when I say him I mean by A-August we were good at first but things started taking a turn I felt worthless maybe it was me or the pressure this turned into the worst outcomes

~Flashback

"August please you're just drunk you don't mean that"

"Shut the fuck up bitch get the fuck out my face I'm leaving"

"NO PLEASE DONT GO I CANT DO THUS BY MYSELF"

Tears welled up in my eyes he looked back at me coldly I knew if he left he would go see her but I needed him here with his family a I received a ache as I was pushed down on the ground looking up it was to late he had walked out the door and out of my life

~End of Flashback

A tear and down from my eye as I went back to the painful memory that hunted me everyday

"Mommy why are you crying"

"Mommy's not crying Kel I just got something in my eye"

"Okay mommy you want a hug"

His little hands wrapped around my arms and I hugged him back my little prince meant the world to me as his father once did

"Where's your sister Danni"

"Oh she sweapy mommy she went night night"

"You should be sleep too"

"Mommy?"

"Yes baby?"

"When is daddy coming home"

"Soon baby he will be back"

"Kay Kay mommy"

He ran up those little steps I tell him his daddy will come back but I can't even believe that myself will he really come back or is this just what I'm trying to tell myself

*Cell phone ringing*

"Hello"

"Hey Jenna, how you doing"

"Who is this?"

"How you forget one of your best friends voice?"

"Oh hello Destiny"

"We haven't spoke in a minute are you okay?"

"I'm doing better"

"Well I really called to see if you wanna go out with Diamond and me"

"I'll have to pass I have to watch the twins"

"I could ask Jordan and Alex to watch them"

"No I'm okay I wanna spend time with my kids"

"Okay Jenna I'll check up on you later"

"You don-"

And she hung up before I couldn't  even finish my sentence I have to get out this sad state I have kids to take care of I need to be strong for my babies it's time to take on the independent role

(AUGUST):

"Aye baby where you at?"

"I'm here"

"What you doing ma"

"Nothing just looking for the baby toys"

"How is he?"

"He is good actually"

"Great but I have to go"

"Where are you going now"

"Leeya you know I have other kids to take care of"

"But August you never spend time with him"

"I know I will tomorrow I promise I love you"

"Love you too"

She always bugging I swear like ima come back home but I gotta do my thing sometimes driving to Terra house always took a long time she ain't got no babies my me but I'm tryna get a quickie someone caught my eye tho I saw Alex walking this not got cars why he walking I pulled up next to him and rolled the window down

"Wassuh nigga"

"Aye wassuh man"

"Why you out here walking"

"I was working the block but I gotta go give someone money real quick"

"Who?"

"I don't know if I should mention her around you"

"What you mean just tell me"

"I'm bout to give Jenna some money"

"Oh"

"Yeah but I'll see ya"

"Alright bro"

I ain't heard her name in a minute I didn't even know she still lived in Compton she don't hit a nigga line or tell me bout my kids she been lowkey like what the fuck but I don't blame we did leave off on bad terms but fuck that hoe my life wouldn't probably be like this if I ain't try to fuck with her shit Terra ass better answer this damn door before I whoop her ass shit

"OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR TERRA"

"SHIT I'm sorry I was busy damn"

"Man come on"

"What you want August"

"I want to fuck"

"Ain't you with Leeya hoeing ass"

"Nah I broke it off with that broad now come on"

"Alright only cause I'm stressed right now just don't bust quick"

"*laughs* Bro shut up you know that be you"

(JENNA):

Alex knocked on my door I saw him three the peep hole I refused to answer I don't wanna see nobody right now he kept knocking I figured he knew I was here because he spoke softly as he said, "Jenna open up I know you here" but my body was still I couldn't move or speak my heart had stopped I felt dead until he left I couldn't do this no more they know where I live next thing you know August will be at my door I have to leave Compton this place is filled with just sad old memories I started packing everything I left clothes out for me and the kids so I could leave tomorrow time leave Compton once again but maybe for good this time my soul has been broken along with my heart and I'm not sure that they can ever be repaired again and that's the sad part of this story

Hello guys first chapter of the Sequel done I might start chapter two and publish it I changed how I write I think I like this one better

So August and Jenna done?

August and Leeya a thing?

When did Leeya get back?

Why did Alex bring Jenna money?

Should Jenna leave Compton?

Jenna been M.I.A lately

August back to his old ways