Leaving was the hard part of this journey I would be leaving everything behind do I really want to do this now, I put the kids in their car seats and started the car maybe I might change my mind but before I leave I need to say my goodbyes this was going to be the hard part of this trip Diamond wasn't answering the door, the door slowly opened and I was rushed with a hug
"Jenna it's been so long I missed you girl"
"Hey Diamond I came to say goodbye"
"Goodbye fuck you mean goodbye"
"I'm leaving Diamond I think it's best for me to start-"
"Start fresh you could do that here just let go"
"I CANT DIAMOND DAMN JUST LET ME LEAVE THIS ALR-"
I stopped talking and just started crying I been holding it in all Diamond did was just hug me and said "I'll miss you I understand but you be okay out there" the hug ended shortly after that we laughed and I soon walked away time to say goodbye to Destiny
"Mommy mommy can we get Mikey D's"
"Okay Danni let's get Mikey D's"
I was going to go through the drive thru but the line was so long so I walked in with my babies but I bumped into something when going to the door
"Daddy"
"Daddy"
I heard I looked at Danni and Kel and they was hugging some man legs I looked up at his face and there he was smiling and hugging them both I choked a little and he looked at me I could tell he wasn't happy to see me but why wasn't he happy to see me I did nothing wrong or maybe I did
"Hey Jenna"
"Hi A-A-August"
I finally managed to get the words out he must have noticed I was scared his facial expression suddenly changed from bitterness to sadness did he really feel sympathy for me after what he did what we went through
"How bout we go inside I'll buy the kids something and we should talk"
I nodded what else could I do if he want to pay for his children food I'm not going to stop him he is playing his role as the father, once he came back with the food my babies started eating right away and playing with the kids meal toys I smiled at them only to look back at August studying me
"U-umm so w-what is there t-t-to talk about?"
"*chuckles* stop stuttering I'm not going to hurt you"
I started shaking saying I'm not going to hurt you was like saying we never fell in love we fell in love and you hurt me physically and mentally
"Well.. How you been"
"Good I guess"
"Oh well I would like to see my kids once in awhile instead of you hiding them from me"
His voice started to rise as he said I was hiding them from him then the ticking bomb in me went off I was full of anger and sorrow ready to burst out
"DONT YOU FUCKING ACCUSE ME OF HIDING THEM FROM YOU UT WASNT HIDING IT WAS PROTECTING YOU ARE A ALCOHOLIC YOU ALREADY HURT ME BUT YOU NOT GOING HURT MY BABIES"
"MAN SHUT THE FUCK WHAT I DID WAS A FUCKING MISTAKE I AINT MEAN TO HURT YA ASS BUT I WOULD NEVER PUT MY HANDS ON MY SEED"
People was starting to stare as we both yelled at each other Danni and Kel was staring at both of us I don't want my kids to see there parents like this I was acting a fool if I'm going to act like this I better not do it in front of my kids
"Look August I'm doing what is best for me and my babies and you are not it you running around here like you still in high school grow the fuck up you have responsibilities now but these kids right here that look like you won't be one of your responsibilities we're leaving Compton and you won't be seeing them no more" I looked at him with just hatred my words came out venomous before I grabbed Danni and Kel bringing them back to the car and going to Destiny house
(AUGUST):
Damn she really went off on my ass that was something I missed a woman that could put me in my place when I needed to be and that ass was fatter when she walked away babygirl a woman that ain't no broad bitch or hoe that's a real woman but I can't let her leave those are my seeds I forgot why I even went in McDonald's and just left then went back to Leeya house
"Hey babe"
"Um Wassuh where Ty"
"He right here"
She picked him up and put him in my arms he gave me that look every time I got him he would curl his face up now that you mention it this baby don't even look like me my mom said one time
~Flashback
"Yo ma let me show you my new baby Ty"
"Aww he so chunky, oh no baby"
"What ma?"
"August now I know how Danni and Kel look like you but this baby don't look like you"
"Mom quit playing yes he does"
"No he don't but ima let you be a knucklehead and believe that shit"
~End of Flashback
"Aye Leeya?"
"Yes baby?"
"You sure Ty mine"
"WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU ASK ME THAT IM NOT A HOE AUGUST"
"You kinda are, little man don't look like me I want a paternity test"
"No August he's yours just accept it"
"If he mine then let me get a test"
"YOU DONT NEED TO HE IS YOURS"
"I'm leaving until this shit get figured out"
"NOOO AUGUST DONT LEAVE ME PLEASE DONT GO"
I put Ty down and started walking out she followed me all the way to my car it seemed like she cared more for me then the baby poor baby shit I'm tried of these crazy ass hoes to be honest
Will Jenna really leave?
Do August still have feelings?
Is Ty really August baby?
Why Jenna go off on Diamond?
Where Jordan been at?
Do Jenna and Momma A stay in contact?
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I don't do thugs(BOOK 1 & 2)
Hayran KurguJenna: Her mom left her at the age of 3 she is mixed with Puerto Rican and black she is 5'4 she has curly hair that reaches to her back she is 16 in high-school at Compton high and she doesn't do thugs even though she is a thugs daughter August: He...
