"I lose myself then become part you love is only a thing that not everyone can chose maybe its fate or maybe it was all a mistake but you know me better than myself I can't ever replace you with these people that I talk to even though you hate it when you hear my name but I know you think about it almost every day ~Syd"
You know it's been a whole minute since me, Destiny, and Jenna hung out like we were so inseparable in high school now we just text and go on about with our lives even the boys are affected they don't even chill like that Jenna invited me and Destiny to have a sleepover cause you know it's a forever thing with JDD
I hopped out my car Jordan didn't want me to leave but I don't want to be with him while he go out just to leave me at him doing nothing and wait for him to get home just so he can wake me up and watch tv then fall asleep but I walked straight in and Jenna was rolling a blunt
"When you start smoking weed?"
"Bitch heyyyy *hugs Diamond"
"Hey girl so we gone act like you didn't hear me?"
"I only tried a few times don't act like we ain't smoke back in the day, this is the only thing I will smoke cancer sticks ain't my thing"
"Let me hit that real quick *takes blunt*"
"*laughs* Here but we got so much to talk about"
We walked to the couch and she was smoking most of my blunt I took my shit back and did a few puffs and the shit was out she looked at me and her eyes were a little low we was both high and I wanted to talk
"So how you been?"
"Well me and Jordan been doing good and we're thinking about getting married soon he proposed li-"
"WHY YOU AINT TELL ME HE PROPOSED THIS IS AMAZING"
"I knew I was coming over so I wanted to wait but yeah he proposed like I'll say 2 days ago or so I've been working on getting in med school I want to be a nurse I should of been did this when we first got into college but how about you?"
"August came over yesterday"
"Omg what happened?"
"Basically we've came to a point where we are now at peace with each other hopefully we won't have anymore problems and I would like to speak with him soon the psychologist called earlier and told me that I don't need anymore therapy but can call if I just need someone to talk to I will pick up the kids next week I miss them so much but other than that I feel pretty good"
"I'm glad to hear that I missed the old live Jenna I use to know *smiles*"
"I missed her too *beep* oh no Destiny says she has to cancel her and Alex got plans"
"Mhm They fucking *laughs*"
"Facts *laughs*"
"Jenna we don't get out much so you wanna go to club Drip tonight"
"Hell yeah"
...
Diamond left me to spend the night with Jenna like come on you just became my fiancé and I'm tryna have fiancé sex that's a thing you know *laughs* but Alex don't ever answer his phone anymore unless him and Destiny on some shit so ima call that hood nigga August I know his ass lonely
"Aye What'd up"
"This is August right so yeah the test results came back positive for Aids"
"Jordan quit playing man *laughs* wus good?"
" *chuckles* My lady gone and I know you don't got no bitch so you tryna hit up club Drip?"
"You sure Diamond gon let ya out *laughs*"
"Nigga you know I make my own rules"
"You only saying that cause she ain't there"
"You right *chuckles*"
"Nigga *laughs* ight I'll drop thru club whatever around 8"
"Bet nigga bet"
//End Of Phone Call*
8:00 P.M.
...
Me and Jordan out hea shit packed as fuck the hoes out everywhere but this ain't no place to slide up in everybody look like walking stds in hea we walked to the V.I.P section and two bitches was already in there I squinted and it was Diamond and Jenna
"Aye J Diamond and Jenna up in thea"
"Word"
"Yeah nigga look"
"Oh shit, well nigga you better try to get a bitch or something cause I'm in the mood fo sum tongue action *flicks tongue*"
"Y'all nasty man *chuckles*"
"Exactly why I like her"
He walked right in and he was right they was already sucking each other face off and there was definitely tongue I plopped next to Jenna she looked at me as she was blowing circles out the hookah I gave her a smile and she winked back
"Who taught how to blow circles"
"Oh you know I fucked with some hookah bars here and there"
"You having a good time"
"Not really, when you post to hang with yo best friend but instead she sucking ha fiancé face off"
"Fiancé?"
"Yeah Jordan ain't tell ya?"
"Nah it's my first time hearing bout this"
"That's okay I just found out today too"
"Hey you tryna get out of her?"
"I don't know August I came with Diamond"
"She looks a little busy right now"
"*laughs* Sure but don't try nothing"
"You have my word *puts hands up in defense and gets up* "
"Yeah I heard that before than I had twins *laughs*"
We walked out the club and she wasn't high I guess that was her first puff she got in my grey Lamborghini and she looked out the window as we drove to my crib as she use to do so many times when we was together
"I think you should look at the road and not me"
"You knew I was staring?"
"You was literally burning a hole in the back of my head"
"*laughs* You want some Taco Bell?"
"Yeah"
She turned her head back looking out the window again I ordered a number 11 and got me a number 3
"How you know I wanted a number 11"
"I remember you use to always get the same thing I picked some up during your pregnancy"
She gave me a weak smile our past is something that hunts her but to me our past will always be something that I could never let go of we finally made it to my crib she sighed I wish I knew what was going through her head right now
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I don't do thugs(BOOK 1 & 2)
FanfictionJenna: Her mom left her at the age of 3 she is mixed with Puerto Rican and black she is 5'4 she has curly hair that reaches to her back she is 16 in high-school at Compton high and she doesn't do thugs even though she is a thugs daughter August: He...
