I don't do thugs(BOOK 1 & 2)

CH.18 CHANGES

"Your beauty has something on me I can't even lie and say when I'm mad at you all I can think about is how I'm so lucky to have someone like you just promise you won't leave me like the others cause that shit cuts deep, and nobody gets me like you I never met a person I could vibe with until now~Syd"

Alex was sleep and now wasn't the time to even argue with him I will try to have a regular conversation with him it's the least I could do since he actually told me he has to stay low usually he would just get up and leave and not even care to tell me he walked out our room yawning and sitting next to me on the couch

"What's up Baby"

"Hey.."

"Woah you good, I ain't feeling that hey shit was dry"

"Why y'all got to stay low I just wanna know"

"Well somebody was shooting at the club at us mainly obviously someone is after one of us so we need to stay low so this so one of us don't end up in a casket or y'all one of y'all"

"Okay"

"What you mean okay"

"Just okay I wanted to know and you told me so okay"

"You're confusing me I'm not sure if you're mad at me or not"

"There's nothing to be confused about Alex"

"Destiny yo face ain't showing no emotion right now, you're scaring me"

"Boy shut up"

"*laughs* Just making sure you good shordy"

"I love you"

"..."

"I'm sorry, I should probably go take a shower"

He still can't say I love you back I've known him for years and we've always dated for these years and you not ready to say I love you maybe I should have just ended the relationship I feel like it's about time he could say it

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She upset now but I can't say I love her cause I just got love for her it's complicated for me I'm not ready for none of this really I just wanna kick it with her nothing more and I'll be fine that marriage shit is a hell nah she got to the dating stage and that's where she gon stay

Destiny walked downstairs and went straight to the kitchen she sat at the table and put her head down I wanna know what the fuck going on like really so yo boy walked over there and sat right in front of her

"What's going on?"

"Period issues"

"What about it?"

"I missed it this month"

She just said she missed her period hell nah ain't no way she having a baby me as a father ain't finna work out

"You sure?"

"I know my body Alex"

"Well damn, I'm not ready for a baby"

"So you don't wanna have a baby with me"

"Of course not at least not yet"

I may have said that the wrong way cause she glared at me and got up and went to our room and closed the door our relationship starting to go downhill I don't know what happened we was just all good a while back now she acting like how I was acting but I ain't bout to entertain that shit

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I stopped by August house he wasn't there I really needed his help even though he might not wanna see me but there's no way he would make me leave without helping me provide for my son like he did for such some years seeing Destiny in the hospital really made me wanna hurt a bitch