*Note: I have changed it from NEW BEGINNINGS TO CHANGES I think that suits it better cause there is always changes that happen in everyone's life I think it's time we all take this CHANGE to the better of our NEW BEGINNINGS
~For the mistakes I made don't make it hard for me and have it in your heart to forgive me cause I already judge myself mentally thinking if I could fix it physically or was it actually meant to be I found myself thinking about it recently to be real with ya it's actually killing me ~Syd
My heart started to slow down as the pills kicked in my head was pounding what happened last night all I remember was doing a job for August and now I'm waking up in my car I can tell by the drool on my face I was knocked out, I wiped my mouth and drove home I wasn't even sure if I even did the job I walked in on Diamond sitting at the table with her head Down she didn't even speak before she looked at me
"Where was you at Jordan"
"I'm not in the mood Diamond"
"You're never in the DAMN MOOD JORDAN"
She tried to throw a mug at my head tears started streaming down her face I felt bad but shit I was mad too
"WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO DIAMOND SHIT I TRIED I REALLY DID DO YOU THINK IM CHEATING OR SUM"
"Are you cheating Jordan? NOBODY COMES HOME THIS LATE WITHOUT TRYNA GET SOME PUSSY"
"If we ain't got trust we don't have nothing, I can't do this anymore"
"NO NO Jordan you can't leave me"
More tears swelled up in her eyes well what you expect me to do I tried to make it work but if you believe Ima play you why stay with me
"Look this isn't permanent but we both need some time if we gonna work this shit out"
I walked out the door and I haven't seen her since that was almost 3 weeks ago it's not like I tried to make contact with her cause I don't even know if I miss ole girl anymore if she wanted to talk she would call me but I need to talk to her she got my baby girl in her stomach when ya love someone you can hurt them but you gotta get use to it
Today is the day I get my babies it seems so much longer than I would have thought all I know is August better have my babies in one piece when I go over there walking down the steps felt so weird since I didn't have kids running past me making me almost fall
I grabbed my keys and got in my car I turned the radio all the up and Let me explain came on I started singing with Bryson as I headed to August house *15! Minutes later* I arrived at his spot and walked to the front door slowly waiting to see who was gonna answer I knocked on the door and momma A approached me August mother smiled with a joyful look what surprised me that she was happy to see me but her smile soon fell
You're probably wondering where I went since I left Alex I've actually been doing good I'm seeing someone at the moment his name is X (not XXXtentacion)
We've actually been dating for 2 weeks now I didn't think I was ready for a relationship but it just kinda happened I was in Walmart getting milk
~Flashback
I've been searching almost 30 minutes for some damn milk it's not in the same place it usually is in I saw a man in a blue shirt from behind I was guessing he worked here so I tapped his shoulder and asked
"Can you show me where the milk is at" He turned around and he had the face of a god he gave me a smirk I felt shy as I did when I first met Alex "I don't work here but it's 4 aisles down" I said thank you and tried to walk away from embarrassment but he stopped me again "Can I get your number cause I ain't gon lie, you kinda bad" I blushed and gave him my number he said he'll text me and winked before he disappeared into the crowd of customers
~End of Flashback
I haven't heard from Alex since then but to be real I'm actually fine we haven't spoke it can go back to way before I even met him life was easier back then
The results soon came back a week later and little man wasn't mine I chuckled a little before my doorbell rung my ma answered the door I really don't know why she over here the kids sleep
"Jenna come inside please"
My mom said to her well at least I know who's at the door she walked in and baby girl was looking bad me and her have some talking to do anyway "Hey August, where my babies at" "There upstairs sleep"
She noticed the baby in my hand and gave a fake smile and sat on the couch "So Jenna are you and my son getting back together" her face turned bright red I was curious by her answer really "Well no I don't think I'm ready" I looked at this bitch like she was dumb but I shook my head and kept scrolling on Instagram
*Faster updates coming soon just had something going on and have been very busy
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I don't do thugs(BOOK 1 & 2)
FanficJenna: Her mom left her at the age of 3 she is mixed with Puerto Rican and black she is 5'4 she has curly hair that reaches to her back she is 16 in high-school at Compton high and she doesn't do thugs even though she is a thugs daughter August: He...
