"You're the one I wanna finish with until the end of time and no one can take your spot it's like you have my heart and soul in your hands and I can't get over you but being with you is like hell and I start to lose hope for us I wanna breathe you in like air ~Syd"
The hoodie came off and Logan was staring back at me with a scar under her left eye my soul nearly left ain't no way she could be alive she got shot right in front of us and they told us she didn't make it there's no way
"Hello Jenna and Diamond"
"Oh hell nah bitch you came back from the dead?"
"Diamond stop"
"No it's okay Jenna, mom must not have told you"
I just got up and left I can't with all of this at least not right now I don't wanna see Logan don't wanna hear about mom nun of that Diamond followed me and got in the car and I put my head on the steering wheel truth is I can't get over my mothers death but Logan looks more like her than me
"You good sus?"
"Yeah of course but you should be excited you're getting married in 2 weeks"
"I know I'm just scared like really scared, what if me and Jordan not right for each other"
"Y'all been working out going back together this long y'all obviously can't stay away"
...
I drove to my mom house to drop off the kids so I can plan this shit for Jenna she is my only baby momma I have at the moment.. well for now she is I knocked on the door and my little sister Sydney opened the door she was about 12 now
"What I tell you bout opening the door"
"What ever August have you already forgotten you're not my guardian"
She got so mean over the past years we use to be close now she can barely stand me part of me thinks it's because of the Jenna situation since they loved each other ever since they met like how your own little sister love your girlfriend more than you and y'all family that's fucked up I walked inside the house where my mom was watching tv in the living room
"Hey momma"
"August get the fuck out the way I'm watching tv"
"Damn it must be disrespect August day"
"Don't be cussing in my house boy"
"Momma ima grown man"
"And I'm a grown woman who will beat yo ass if you say some more shit"
"I love you too mom"
"What do you want baby?"
"I need you watch the twins just for tonight"
"Y'all need to watch y'all kids I'm not gonna keep watching them all the time I love them so much I'm gon end up wanting to have em"
"Just for tonight that's all I ask"
"Where are they?"
"In the car sleep"
"YOU LEFT THEM IN THE CAR BY THEM SELFS"
"I locked the doors and the A/C running on blast"
"Just bring the babies in here"
"Thanks mom"
"We gon talk when you get back in here"
I got the kids they starting to get heavy they start school next year than we don't have to watch them all day I mean I don't mind but I wonder what my momma wanna talk bout, I took them upstairs and laid them both in my old room and tuck them in then I sat on the couch next to my mom
"So how are you?"
"No, August how are you and Jenna?"
"We good like we starting to co parent and shit"
"*slaps him* BOY WHAT I TELL YOU"
"I'm sorry ma"
"You still love her?"
"We just friends ma"
"That's not what I asked August"
"I gotta go ma I'll be back tomorrow to get my kids, bye tell Syd I said bye"
She asking me too many questions me and Jenna just friends I don't lover her no more and she doesn't love me but we're stuck with each other now and I'm always gonna hear from her and she gon hear from me right we just always will be family but I drove back to Jenna house and sat the red roses I got for her in a vase
And put some hot fries next to it she the type that want chips instead of chocolate I would lie if I said I'm not fucking with it, so much stuff I really admire about her I grabbed some paper and a pen now time to write her a little letter
*1 hour later
I had finally wrote her the perfect letter and it only took me 1 hour to think of all I truly love about her and her actions
Dear Love,
I found something I wasn't suppose to see and I'm sorry baby I was a piece of shit but you still was tried to love me, I can't shake the feeling of how beautiful you are really on the outside and inside I love all of your features baby those big bright brown eyes you have that always seem sparkle even when you're upset with me then there's yo full lips that always curl up before you laugh and your fine skin glows every time you walk in a room you may ask am I dumbass or are you for always forgiving me well I'm the dumbass baby girl for letting you go I guess I missed you so much that my pain turned into anger not being able to see you, just know that you're real special ma cherie I love everything about you, I start to think that I love you even after this but no we're friends even though I will continue to love you but just friends
~ Yo friend August
...
I walked inside the house after meeting with Logan and helping Diamond with the wedding all day I just wanted to sleep the house was dark I pulled out my pistol from my purse until I saw hot fries and red roses I smiled and put my pistol away
Kit-kats led to the kitchen there was a note on the table with my favorite wine next to it the top read "Bring the wine upstairs" so I grabbed the wine I was now holding a bottle of wine my flowers and some hot fries I made my way upstairs and walked into my room to see...
What did Jenna see?
Does August love Jenna?
What happened with Logan?
So the wedding is still on?
Why doesn't Sydney care for August no more?
Why couldn't August answer the question?
Do y'all think the note was sweet?
Gotta show that August and Jenna love 🤷🏾♀️
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I don't do thugs(BOOK 1 & 2)
FanfictionJenna: Her mom left her at the age of 3 she is mixed with Puerto Rican and black she is 5'4 she has curly hair that reaches to her back she is 16 in high-school at Compton high and she doesn't do thugs even though she is a thugs daughter August: He...
