I Think I'm In Love || SEVENTEEN Fanfic

2nd☀

2nd☀

Sarang: what? what are you saying, sang hyuk?

Sang Hyuk jagi~: i just want to tell you how much things won't last in this world. so take care and love everything you love.

Sarang: sang hyuk, what are you saying?

There were no more replies from him. I started to worry. What if he did something stupid? I tried calling his number but he wasn't picking up. I began to worry even more. 

I immediately dialed Mijoo's number. I needed someone to talk to me about this with. 

"Hello?" Mijoo picked up on the other end. 

"Mijoo!" I called her name. 

"What's up, Sarang? You're calling me, that's odd," Mijoo noted. 

Right. I forgot. Mijoo was awkward with phone calls. "It's an emergency."

"What kind of emergency?" Mijoo sounded alarmed. "Did something happen? To your mom? Or your dad? Your house? Is it on fire?"

"Oh my gosh, no," I answered. "It's something else."

"I can't really guess what it could be about unless—" Mijoo seemed to have cut herself off. Slowly, she asked, "Sang Hyuk? Is it about Sang Hyuk? Did he..."

I knew she let her words trail off on purpose. "No, he didn't break up with me. It's worst—I think. I don't know, Mijoo. He sent me a few weird texts that involves him leaving the world or whatever that means. You don't think he did something stupid, do you?"

Mijoo was quiet for a moment. She was probably calculating what it could all add up to. "Maybe. But he hasn't explained himself just yet. Maybe it's something else?"

"I don't know. But I do know that Sang Hyuk tends to get emotional at times," I told her, nervously biting the lower part of my lips. "What could it be?"

"Maybe you should wait around and see what happens. Wait for his explanation," Mijoo advised. 

"He's not replying though," I told her, feeling nervous again. I didn't want to wake up tomorrow hearing news of some boy committing suicide. I would be scarred for life. 

"Just wait for him," Mijoo advised once again. "You won't know what would happen. I think he's trying to compose himself to tell you whatever he has to tell you. Just be patient."

"What if, let's say I'm waiting for him, then the next thing I know it, I heard news about a guy committing suicide the next day?" I asked her. I was overthinking this. I could really use some milk. 

"I don't think Sang Hyuk is that type of guy who'd leave their girlfriend forever," Mijoo knowingly told me. "I may not like the guy that much but I know that he would never do something like that, you know?"

"I guess you're right..." However, what if she was wrong? What if, at this very moment, he was playing around with something deadly? "But Mijoo! You'll never know!"

"Sarang, you're just scared at this very moment," Mijoo calmly told me. How was she so calm at this very moment knowing that my boyfriend could be dying any second right now? "Calm down and try contacting him. If he really won't reply, then you'll have to wait. If you see him at school tomorrow, talk to him. Okay?"

I bit my lips nervously again. "I'll try to... I'm just really scared. What if he really does leave this world? He told me to take care of myself if he does."

"I don't know much about dating but when it comes to life and death situations... Sarang, whatever happens, you'll have to be strong. Okay?" 

"I don't think I can do that..." My voice was trembling. I was afraid. What if he really leaves? What if he—