Broken Walls *AU*// L.T.

26. Remembering

Louis P.O.V.

I skim my fingers along the locker boredly. Cutting fourth period is worth it, as long I can get out of trigonometry. I was hoping Zayn would be here today. even though I beat his ass yesterday. He's my skip buddy , Niall and Brian are too scared.

Im hoping Harry will at least say one fucking word to me today but he hasn't said one thing. How the fuck does he have the right to keep Cami away from me? I do feel kind of bad about people making fun of her today but its her fault. If she had picked me this wouldn't of happened. This has been a long as week already.

Speak of the devil.

I see Harry walking with Delilah along the main hallway. Never picked him as the skip type, he looks like another one of those fucking goody two shoes.

I walk straight towards them, hoping that I'll intrude on their little gossip fest. I don't have anything else to do, there's not a fuck to give in sight.

I wonder where Cami is though. I haven't seen her since second period and I really need someone to harrass. I guess Harry will have to do for now.

"Hey priss." I chuckled , making Harry's head snap towards me in annoyance.

"What the hell do you want now? " Harry rolled his eyes and I could see Delilah try to hide behind him.

"Oh my dear Harold, you shouldnt talk to me like I'm a piece of shit, considering your one in the flesh." I teased and his green irises turned a shade darker.

"Fuck you." He spat and I just laughed.

"How are you Delilah? Trying to steal Harry away from Camilla so soon?" I asked starting to walk alongside of them. She didn't utter a word and Harry glared at me.

"Do you know where Cami is? We've looked everywhere for her the last two periods." He asked seriously and I shook my head.

"No, she's probably cheating on you with Zayn in a bathroom stall." I shrugged but the words stung me after I said them. I still loved Cami in a sick twisted way but I had a hard way of showing it. But I was going to make them break up one way or another.

"Your an arsehole you know that? I'm going to check in the bathroom, Delilah wait outside. I don't want to get in trouble for going into the girls restroom." He told her and started walking to the restroom doors. I saw him enter and I was stuck outside with Delilah.

"So.. you wanna go find a stall?" I wagged my eyebrows at her and shoved my hands in pockets . She almost gagged and I mocked defense.

"Your a disgusting human being. I don't know what the hell Cami saw in you." She spat.

"Saw? She still sees it love your just not looking close enough. " I laughed at her and she scoffed.

"Oh please. She despises you, hates you even. I've heard it myself." She said through gritted teeth and her comment had struck a nerve that I was unfamiliar with. Inner emotion?

All I know is that I'm fucking pissed. I slam my hands on either side of her head along the wall and her eyes open wide in fear, while my eyes are burning with fury. My face is at a very close proximity with hers and I feel as if I'm superior over her.

"How dare you fucking judge our relationship? You don't know shit." I spat and her eyes showed amusement , her lips turning up into a smirk.

"Or what it once was." And with that she slipped out from under my arms and into the bathroom. Bitch. I mentally scream on the inside and clench my fists together, sliding down along the wall.

Cami.. she was the first girl I've ever loved. I've loved her since I was 12. It's hard to say that I fell in love with her at that age, but its true. She's the love of my life, and she's so beautiful. Her skin is like silk, and it's like your drawn to touching it. She's the most kindest creature at times but also the most fragile. There is so many chapters to her story as you unfold them one by one and I've been through it all with her since we were kids. But then high school came around. And that was when I knew I was in love with her. I just knew it, she is the one. And I still think that, if I stop being a fucking ass to her most of the time. But I can't help it. I think I need therapy.

A shrilling wail was heard and Delilah ran past me , down the hallway, towards where the main office and nurses office was. I heard a loud sob and I knew who it was. I've heard that sob too many times.

I immediately got up and ran into the bathroom to see Harry cradling a girl and stroking her long brown hair. Cam.

She was sobbing and coughing at the same time, she sounded like she was choking and I quickly moved towards her , placing a hand on her hip in reassurance that she wasn't dying and I could still feel her warm skin.

Shit. I caused this. She's having a mental breakdown and its all my fault. If I had just been with her instead of against her.. this wouldn't have happened. Her eyes are twitching and she looks like she's having a asthma attack.

"Fuck off!" Harry screams at me and I jump at his voice. He has tears streaming down his face as he hugs her closer. Holy fuck, this is actually happening right now. I caused all of this.

I immediately back up into the cold tile , putting a hand over my mouth at the realization. Seeing her like this has hit another emotion in me. Sorrow. I really never knew this is how she felt inside and now she's letting it out.

I feel like everything is in slow motion around me as I feel tears flow down my cheeks like a waterfall as I feel bad for the broken girl in front of me. I shake my head at the thought of this being real, its all a mist of a dream.

But when I can no longer hear the cries and her eyes closed, as the nurse rushes in, I know its all real.

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