*Your pov.*
It's 8 pm when I finally wake up from my "short" nap. Tired I sit up on the comfortable bed as I hear a high pitched laugh from downstairs. Smiling lightly I turn on the white lamp on my nightstand. I stand up and grab a red cardigan of my cabinet and slip it on. As I leave the bedroom a warm breeze meets my face. Quietly I walk down some steps to the living room and wrap my arms around my body.
»And then I fell on my butt«, I hear a familiar voice say,»It was kinda funny but you should never do this, you understand me little boy?«
As I arrive downstairs I catch sight of my two boys sitting in front of the fireplace.
»Babe, you're awake«, Justin greets me with a small smile on his lips.
I nod and walk up to him and our baby. It's one month ago since I brought our child to this world and I've never been happier. The past weeks were hard and exhausting but Justin hired a house outlying the city so we could have our peace and privacy. Till now no paparazzis got on our nerves. Everything is just wonderful.
»Why didn't you wake me up? Now I have to go to sleep again«, I ask Justin making him laugh a little.
»I didn't want to wake you up cause you needed some rest«, he tells me,»Are you feeling good now?«
»Yes«, I reply and take a seat beside him on the couch,»A lot better.«
»That's good to hear, princess«, he responds and I give him a short smile.
After that I examine Justin holding our little boy in his arms and can't help but feel butterflies flying through my stomach. I'm so proud of us. We finally have our own family. I lay my head on Justin's shoulder now and watch at the bright flames in fron of us. The whole room is dark only the stack brings us light.
»What did you do while I was sleeping, Jay?«, I wonder.
»How about I show you«, Justin says and I turn to face him.
He grins and looks at our baby. Curious I lean closer to Justin.
»Hey, little boy! Show mommy what we learned today«, he says in a cute voice and I giggle,»Com'on, smile for daddy again!«
It took some time but after some minutes our child started to laugh.
»See«, Justin tells me totally excited.
I bite my lip and chuckle. Slowly I feel the tears form in my eyes.
»Aww, baby don't cry«, he says.
»I can't stop«, I laugh,»My hormones are still a little messed up.«
Justin giggles and gives me a quick peck on the lips. My eyes widen as I relaize how much I craved his lips. I stare at Justin and my heart starts to race like crazy. The way he looks at the baby and just to see him being happy makes me happy.
It's like a dream, I think to myself.
Suddenly the baby begins to cry.
»I think he has to sleep now«, Justin says and I chuckle.
»No, he has to eat«, I tell him,»Give him to mommy!«
Justin places our boy in my arms carefully and I smile.
»There's my baby«, I whisper and pull away my shirt and bra a bit so my breast is showing.
Instantly he starts to eat from my nipple and I run my hands through his tiny hair. Then I catch sight of Justin standing in front of me not looking away one time.
»You like what you see?«, I laugh and catch him blushing.
He scretches his neck and waits till I'm finished.
»I'll bring him to bed«, Justin tells me as I stop breastfeeding our child.
»But I'm going upstairs as well, it's okay«
»No, I want to make him fall asleep this time«, he says and I stare at him surprised.
With a wide smile on my face I give him our baby and we walk to our bedroom. There I lay in the bed and relax a bit. I watch Justin swing our child lightly in his arms and look at him satisfied.
»Ended up on a crossroad«, I hear his voice sing and I close my eyes.
This is my favourite part of the day. Justin singing to our baby is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. To hear only his voice makes me calm. Some seconds later I almost fall asleep as all of a sudden someone taps my back.
»Baby?«, I listen to Justin mumble under his breath.
I turn around and stare directly in his eyes.
»Are you tired yet?«
»Maybe«, I whisper,»Why?«
»I don't know«, he answers and moves his fingers on my hips,»Maybe we could have some time for us now.«
Immediately I know what he means and get closer to him.
»What do you mean?«, I tease him but feel his hot breath on my neck already.
»Let's have sex, babe«, he replies and I feel my cheeks heat up,»We didn't do it for 9 months. I need you.«
After that silence follows and Justin starts to suck my neck. I lay my head back of pleasure.
Grabing a fist full of his hair I gasp as he lays his hand between my tighs.
»Wait«, I tell him,»What if the baby-«
»He won't«, Justin answers and continues kissing my neck all the way down to my boobs.
Then I feel his finger rub against my clit and a small moan escapes my lips. As things get heated up I hear our little boy's cry. Justin sighs and I giggle.
»One second, babe«, he says and walks to the baby.
»You have to be quiet«, I watch Justin tell our child,»I need to show your mom how much I love her, stop interrupting us buddy.«
I chuckle and feel my cheeks getting red. Justin lays in the bed again and I close my eyes trying to sleep.
»Where were we?«, he asks and I laugh a little.
»I love you so much«, I tell him.
»I love you more«, Justin replies and gives me a passionate kiss on the lips.
