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*Your pov.*
»So Y/N tell us«, Ellen starts to say,»Are you and Justin still dating?«
Instantly silence fills the room. She just asked me the question I have so hardly tried to avoid. I look around the studio and see all the curious faces fixed on me. I'm in an interview at the Ellen Show and I've never been more nervous.
»No, we aren't«, I reply.
Loud murmur is spreading in the crowd but I try to stay focused. Nervously I move my right hand up and down my lap pretending to be brushing something away from my white dress.
»How? I mean you seemed very happy together«
»We were happy and we loved each other's presence but our relationship was toxic. After some time went by we started to fight a lot. Mostly media was the cause that's why we decided to break up«, I explain with a small smile on my lips.
All of a sudden my heart beats faster. I didn't think talking about this topic would be that hard, I think to myself. The memories I have with Justin pop up in my head. It's as if I'm going through the break up all over again.
»I'm sorry, honey. But do you still have contact?«
»Yes, we do. We're still friends, if that's what you want to know«, I tell her laughing lightly.
Some minutes later the interview ends and I walk up to the backstage area.
First thing I do when I get off the stage is taking in a deep breath.
»Are you okay?«, my best friend wonders.
I asked her to come with me today because she's the only one who can make me feel happy. To be honest I've been really depressed after the break up but at the end it is for the better.
»Yeah, let's get in the car«, I answer her.
We go outside just to see thousand of people already waiting for us. Many paparazzi ask me questions but I ignore them and get in my car. My best friend follows me and only seconds later we drive off.
»You did great on the interview«, Y/FN tells me and I give her a thankful smile.
»It was just kind of hard to talk about me and Justin but I'm glad everyone knows the truth«
»You can focus more on yourself now, darling!«, she says causing me to laugh.
Suddenly I hear my phone vibrate in my jacket pocket. I pull it out and frown.
»Justin is calling. Should I pick up?«
»No!«, Y/FN says but it's already too late.
I press the green button and accept the call.
»Hey, Justin«
»You picked up...uhm...great«, I listen to his voice stutter,»H-how are you?«
What's wrong with him?, I ask myself. He seems very flurried and shy. That's not his normal behavior.
»I'm fine, how are you?«
»I'm good«, Justin replies and continues talking,»Look, I asked myself if you'd like to come to dinner? Just us as friends.«
In that moment my jaw drops. Is he serious? We just broke up and now he wants us to meet? I look at Y/FN and she nods her head no although she doesn't know what's going on.
»Ehh...yes, I'll be there in ten minutes«, I respond and feel the urge to slap myself in the face.
Justin agrees and says he can't wait to see me. What is up with that boy today? I tell my friend all about this and she literally shouts at me but I keep convincing myself that I'm doing the right thing.
»Hey, Y/N! I'm glad you came!«, Justin greets me as I arrive at his house.
I enter the huge mansion and follow him to the dining room. All the plates and the food is already on the table. I sit on one of the comfortable chairs and Justin takes a seat right next to me.
»I made you your favorite food«
»No way!«, I say surprised.
We start to eat and throughout the dinner we have some conversations about different kind of stuff. The whole time I feel very comfortable and it seems like we both really moved on but then Justin's hand touches mine. Quickly I pull away and stand up from the chair.
»What's wrong?«, he wonders making me scoff.
»Stop doing this! Stop trying!«
»I'm not trying anything«, Justin replies.
I laugh amused and look him straight in the eyes.
»Then why did you invite me to dinner and why do you try to touch me?!«
»I can't help it!«, he raises his voice.
»Our relationship is toxic, Justin!«
»I know that!«, he shouts and steps closer to me.
»Then why are you doing this?!«, I scream.
Now our bodies are only inches away from each other.
»Because I freaking love you!«, he replies.
I feel his hot breath on my skin and my puls fastens. Without thinking any furthermore I grab his neck gently and press my lips on his. With full force he kisses me back. I feel his fingers travel under my dress. He takes hold of my leg roughly and I sigh.
»Fuck, baby you look so hot in that dress«, Justin exclaims but I lay my mouth on his neck and begin to suck it.
»Shut up and show me how much you love me«, I mumble under my breath.
In that exact same moment he sits me on the table and harshly pulls up my dress. Meanwhile we kiss each other wildly. Only our heavy and loud breathings are to be heard. As I feel myself getting wet I grab the hem of his shirt to pull Justin closer to me.
»You turn me on so much«, I whisper in his ear.
Suddenly I watch him pull down his pants. I blush lightly as I see his hard member and take off my panties as well. Then Justin leans his face towards me.
»Imma fuck you so hard tonight, babe«, he murmurs under his breath giving me chills.
I bite my lip as I feel his boner on my entrance. Slowly he pushes his erected member very deep in my core causing me to moan loudly.
»Uhhh, yesss Justin!«
»Shit I forgot how good this feels!«, he groans.
I feel him thrust his dick in and out of my core faster and faster. The table starts to shake underneath me and I dig my nails in Justin's back.
»OH my god...ahh that's it...ahhh harder, Jay!«, I moan and throw my head back of pleasure.
Now he begins to plunge his member inside of me mercilessly. One of his hands kneads my boob while my fingers move down to his pretty ass.
»Baby you're so freaking wet...uhn...I'm almost there, Y/N!«
»Me too, babe! Faster, faster...ohh fuckfuckfuck...I can't hold it any longer!«
»Just some more seconds...ahhh damn it!«, Justin growls.
After every thrust I feel my climax rise and both of us turn into a moaning mess.
»UHH JUSTIN I-I NEED TO...OH LORD...THIS IS ALL TOO MUCH!«
»ALMOST THERE.....UHH AHH SHIT...I-I'M GONNA...FUUUCK«, he groans and just then we both cum.
Breathlessly I lay myself on the table and Justin lets himself fall on one of the chairs.
»That was-«
»Amazing, I know«, he interrupts me and I giggle slightly.
When I sit up on the table and put on my panties as well as Justin I look at him. He faces me and lays his hands on my cheeks softly.
»I love you, Y/N. I won't give up on us!«
»I love you, too«, I reply and he gives me a peck on the forehead.
