*Your pov.*
»What are you doing, babe?«, I wonder as I walk out to the garden.
»I'm going for a little swim. You wanna join?«
»No, thanks«, I say and let myself fall on a sunlounger.
It's very warm outside. One of Justin's songs is booming through some speakers. I put on my sunglasses and take a sip from my cold cocktail.
»I'm the one yeah...I'm the one yeah«, I sing along to the track.
While scrolling through my Instagram feed I discover a post of a cute baby causing me to chuckle lightly. Then my eyes travel to Justin. He climbs out of the pool and looks at me curious.
»Why are you smiling like that? Are you texting with another guy I don't know?«, he asks me and I blush.
Justin brushes his hair with a towel and I examine his wet body. My gaze moves down to his chest. All his tattoos are defining his handsome abs and I can't seem to stop staring at them. I still remember back then when I touched every single one of his tattoos before I went to sleep. We'd be laying in bed together and he'd sing a song.
»No, I was just thinking about something«, I reply now.
»Thinking, huh?«, Justin wonders smirking at me.
He steps closer to me till I feel him wrapping his arms around my neck from behind.
»Now I'm curious, angel«
»It was nothing«, I respond feeling my cheeks flush red as Justin gives me a peck on the forehead.
He turns to look at me and I catch sight of his deep hazel eyes. His hot breath touches my skin and I get goosebumps all over my body.
»You know what I have to do when you're not telling me the truth, babe«,
»You've to punish me«, I say biting my lower lip.
»Damn right, baby girl«, he whispers in my ear.
As sexual tension fills the air suddenly Justin grabs my waist and heaves me on his shoulder. Reflex-like I start to scream.
»Put me down, idiot!«
»I already made you wet, didn't I?«, Justin wonders laughing playfully.
I begin to beat his back with my fists trying to find a way out of his grip. But that only causes Justin to laugh even louder.
»You have a nice ass, mammy«, he admits and I stop my actions.
»Justin, let me down!«, I tell him in a calm voice.
Instead of listening to me he walks towards the pool. Suddenly I start to feel very sick.
»Stop it, Jay!«
»Oh com'on, princess you need to relax a b-«
»I said stop!«, I shout.
All of a sudden Justin gently lets go off me and I feel my feet on the ground again. I close my eyes and take a deep breath while rubbing my bare stomach. Looking down on my black bikini *pic above* I smile lightly.
»What was that about?«, Justin wonders angrily,»Back then we had more fun together but now you've become so...so different. What happened?«
Perplexed I stare at him. I feel my eyes tear up but I try to stay calm. Once again that foreign sickness builds in my body.
»How could you say that? I have a baby in my stomach! Sorry, if I'm not comfortable enough to be thrown in a damn pool right now!«, I scream and walk away.
»Y/N-«, I hear him say before I leave in our house.
Pissed I run in the bedroom and lock the door. Silence surrounds me. I sit on the bed and sigh. Without really realizing it I start to cry. The salty liquor falls on my lap as I try to contain my anger and sadness. I hear myself whimper as all of a sudden someone knocks on the door.
»I don't want to talk to you, asshole!«
»Angel, please let me in«
»Go away, Justin!«, I shout pissed and lay down on the bed.
I put some blankets over my body and after some minutes I fall asleep. It's 12 am when I wake up from a bad nightmare. My heart is raising and my body all sweaty. I look around the room and gulp down hard. Justin is nowhere to be found. Silently I stay up from the bed and unlock the door. Then I see light in the living room. I smile swiftly when I catch sight of Justin sleeping at the couch. He's so adorable, I think to myself. Suddenly I remember my dream.
»Justy...Justy, wake up!«
»Y/N?«, he wonders as he opens his eyes.
When he notices me crying he automatically embraces me in a big hug.
»What happened? Are you okay?«
»I-I'm okay. It's j-just...«
»Tell me, princess! I don't want to see you hurt. Is it because of our fight?«, he asks worried.
Meanwhile I lay beside him on the couch and rest my head on his chest. I listen to his heartbeat making me come down.
»I had a nightmare«, I tell him.
He nods understanding while running his fingers trough my hair. I close my eyes and get closer to Justin. Every time I'm in his presence every bad thing seems to disappear.
»I'm sorry, Jay for being so rude towards you. I should've let you-«
»No, baby I have to apologize. I know that you're under a lot of pressure and stress right now. Those silly words accidentally slipped out of my mouth. I'm sorry. You're carrying our baby and that makes me more than happy, angel«, Justin interrupts me and I look up to him.
Our lips connect and I grin blissfully. I feel him grab my ass with his soft hands causing me to sit on his lap. Laying my palms on his cheeks I give him another kiss and another one and another one.
»I need you, Justin. We need you«, I say and look down at my tummy.
»I'll be there for both of you forever«, Justin tells me and kisses my lips.
Then I lay beside him again. I giggle as he begins to talk to our baby.
»If you hear me, little one let me tell you that I'll love you as much as I love your wonderful mother and that's a lot«, he says making me laugh.
Our eyes meet now and I feel a teardrop roll down my cheek of happiness.
»I love you so much, Justin«
»I love you more, Y/N«
