*Your pov.*
One blink. Two blinks. My eyes adjust to the bright light which's coming from a lamp above me. I try to sit up on the bed I'm laying on but instantly stop as I feel a bad pain in my head.
»You shouldn't move«, I hear a male voice say and jump a little.
Then I catch sight of a boy who has to be in the same age as me laying on another bed beside me. As I examine him more I widen my eyes.
»Who-who are you?«, I stutter not knowing how to react at his figure.
»I'm Justin«
»Justin Bieber?«, I wonder and a loud noise is to be heard.
Quickly I look at the other side of me and see a heartbeat monitor. I blush a little as I listen to my heartbeat racing.
»Yes«, Justin chuckles.
»But aren't you-«
»Dead?«, he finishes my question and I nod shyly,»No, as you can see I'm not, not yet.«
I stare at Justin and see the sorrow in his eyes. He ended his career officially some months ago. It says that he has cancer but when I look at him he seems to be pretty good.
»I'm sorry if I'm asking too much but why are you here again?«, I ask curiously.
»It's okay. I like if someone asks much or just talks to me much«, Justin replies with a soft smile on his face,»I haven't spoken to someone in a long while but anyways I am here because I have a heart disease.«
Abruptly my mouth shuts open. I watch him look at the sheets of his bed with a light smile and I don't know why but it sends chills down my spine. Suddenly I notice the room I'm in.
»Wait«, I frown,»What am I doing here?«
»You had a car accident«, Justin immediately answers and I stare at him concerned.
All of a sudden the hospital room door shuts open. I see a doctor enter the room as well as my parents.
»Oh, baby you are alive«, my mom greets me with tears in her eyes.
Instantly she wraps her arms tight around my body and I gasp a little.
»Mom, it hurts«
»Sorry, honey. I'm just so happy«, she tells me and gives me a peck on the cheek.
I smile wide and my dad also kisses me on my forehead while embracing me in a hug.
»I apologize for interrupting but I'd like to tell the results for your daughter«, the doctor says and my parents step away from my bed a bit,»Y/N, we checked your whole body and we had to notice some things which we have to nurse necessarily. You have a bad bruise on your back and one of your legs is damaged. We have to fix those things before you can go out again.«
I gulp down hard as I try to process the information I was given.
»How long will it take?«, my dad wonders and I stare at the doctor.
»One month is the minimum«, he responds and I feel the tears form in my eyes.
Be strong Y/N, I tell myself.
I clench my jaw and smile for my parents. Instantly my mom takes my hand and looks directly in my eyes.
»Everything will be alright, darling. We will go through this together«, she says before the doctor wants to talk to them again in his office.
They leave and I'm alone in the room.
»I'm sorry«, I hear Justin tell me and I look at him.
»I'm not dead so I guess it's okay«, I reply with a smile on my face and Justin laughs quietly.
»You know what the good thing is?«, he asks.
»Tell me«, I reply.
»Now we can keep each other company«, Justin responds and I giggle.
And that's the beginning of a new friendship, of the best most connected friendship I've ever had.
*2 months later*
»Good morning, sleep head«, I say as I enter the hospital room.
Slowly I open the curtains and let light fill the room.
»Just some minutes«, I hear him groan.
»No, I'm your best friend and I want to talk to you so get the fuck up«
»You are crazy«, he sighs and his eyes meet mine now.
I smile and we stay like that for some seconds.
He has the most gorgeous eyes I'ver ever seen. It's like Justin's eyes are the only ones which are brown, which makes them so special. Suddenly he frowns and his whole face turns pale.
»Justin? Are you okay?«, I ask and immediately walk up to him.
All of a sudden he starts to sweat heavily and I begin to panick.
»T-toilet«, he says and I help him up.
As I bring him to the bathroom he throws up in the toilet. I caress his back and stay by his side like I always do. Then Justin stops and tries to catch his breath.
»Lay back. I will swish the water«
»No!«, he tells me and I frown.
After that Justin swishes the water. He stands up and I take his hand to help him.
»It's okay«, he says and gives me a small smile.
Justin lays in his bed again and I close the cutains again.
»You should rest a little«, I tell him and sit beside him in the bed.
Suddenly I watch him bite his lip.
»I have to tell you something, Y/N«, he says and my heart starts to race faster.
Luckly I got out of the hospital some weeks ago so there's no monitor anymore.
»I-I«, he stutters and sits up in the bed so our lips are just inches away from each other.
I hold in my breath for a second.
»I love you«, Justin whispers before laying his hand on my cheek and kissing me.
Completely shocked I look at him but some seconds later I close my eyes and kiss him back. After minutes of a wild make out session I sit on his lap. Slowly I grind my hips on his member. Justin wraps his arms tight around my body while I take his face in my hand. With full passion we kiss each other. I feel his fingers on my pants and stop.
»What if-«
»Trust me no one will see«, he says and kisses me again with full force.
Minutes later we both are only in our underwear. He puts the blanket above us we kiss each other one more time before I stare at him.
»Is this even good for you?«, I wonder nervously.
»Nothing would be better for me now«, he says and grabs my hips closer to his lower body and I smile in our kiss.
Then everything passes slowly. Justin always checks on me while thrusting in and out of me if everything is fine and kisses me everywhere. It's very intense and passionate. I never felt so many emotions at once in my life.
»Those beds aren't that small«, Justin says as we lay half naked beside each other and I slap his chest lightly.
Then a silence follows and I feel his slow breaths.
»I love you, Justin«, I tell him and look at his wonderful face,»We will get through this together. You will be okay.«
But Justin only smiles and gives me a light kiss on the forehead while puting something in my hand but I'm too sleepy to look what it is. After that we take a long nap.
»Please get out of the bed«, I hear someone say and as I open my eyes I see nurses all around the bed.
Immediately I widen my eyes and look at Justin. He's totally pale and freezing cold.
»J-Justin!«, I whisper and feel the tears in my eyes.
Then some nurses bring me at the back of the room.
»No, Justin! You can't leave me! No!«, I cry as I watch the doctors trying to help him but it's too late.
The heartbeat monitor starts to send a loud noise through the room and the doctors look at me. In that moment I fall on my knees and cry like I never did before. Suddenly I remember the thing he gave me and quickly walk to the bed. My heart breaks in million pieces as I see a letter on the bed. I read it and can't stop my tears from falling down my heated cheeks:
Dear Y/N,
I knew my death was near and I was ready for it. I want to thank you. Thank you for the love you gave me. I can say I died as the happiest man and I know I was loved by someone. I will protect you from above the clouds now. I love you.
