*Your pov.*
Sitting on a fluffy couch in the living room I check my phone. Instantly I giggle as I open a message from my best friend.
»Why are you laughing, baby?«, I hear Justin say and look up to him.
He's standing in front of me with two hot chocolates and I smile wide.
»Mhmm, I love it«, I tell him as I take a sip of my warm cup.
Some seconds later I grab my phone again and catch sight of another message from my best friend. Meanwhile I feel Justin making himself comfortable beside me on the couch.
»Who are you texting?«, he asks after I let out one more chuckle.
»Cameron«, I reply still looking in my mobile.
Suddenly Justin lays his hand on mine and I frown.
»What are you doing, babe?«, I wonder as he gets closer to me.
»It's late at night«, he starts to explain while tracing down his fingers to my thighs,»We are alone in our house and I think we both would enjoy some fun.«
Examining his face I see him smirking at me. Our lips are only inches apart from each other and his eyes are directly looking in mine. Slowly I run my hand through his soft brown hair.
»Not tonight, baby«, I respond giving him a small smile.
Shocked he stares at me for a moment. Then Justin catches sight of the tv again and grabs his hot chocolate.
He's mad, I think to myself. But I don't have the power to argue with him right now.
Quickly I look at my phone and a message pops up on my screen but before I can open it Justin takes away my mobile.
»Why would you do this?«, I wonder clueless.
Staring at him I see seriousness in his eyes.
»Why would you rather text with this Cameron guy than have some fun with your husband?«, he asks me angrily and I feel the anger boil in my body.
»Cameron is my best friend, Justin! And only because I don't want to have sex right now doesn't mean I prefer Cameron«, I tell him in a calm voice trying not to make a big deal out of it.
He's probably just jealous. Especially now that Cameron's girlfriend broke up with him, Justin must be worried. But I would never leave Justin. I promised him I'd be by his side till the death do us apart only a week ago.
»Com'on, you never said no to me«, he says and I stare at him completely surprised.
»Justin, I am tired«
»With tired you mean you are tired of me«, he replies and I examine him with an open mouth.
What's wrong with him all of a sudden?, I ask myself. We never really had a fight before and now he's making a scene because I am texting with my guy best friend and denied having sex with him. »You know what?«, I tell him while standing up from the couch,»That's ridiculous. I'm going to bed now and you should calm down a little.«
As I want to go Justin grabs my hand harshly turning me around to face him. I gasp slightly because of his tight grip and look at him.
»You tell me I should calm down«, he begins to say,»But how can I calm down if I know you could leave me anytime for Carlos.«
Rage runs through my veins and I pull away my arm from his grip.
»First of all his name is Cameron«, I reply and raise my voice»And second of all you should be more worried about me leaving you because of your sudden weird behavior than because of another guy.«
After those words left my mouth I walk to our bedroom. I take a deep breath and sit on the big king sized bed.
What are we doing?, I wonder to myself. That's our first week of being married and it's becoming awful.
Suddenly I feel a tear roll down my heated cheek.
»Y/N?«, I hear Justin say and quickly stand up as I catch sight of him at the door frame.
»Are you happy now?«, I wonder frustrated.
Justin steps closer to me and I hear myself starting to cry. But I won't let him think I'm weak so I wipe my tears away. All of a sudden Justin takes my hands in his and I stare at his eyes which are full of sympathy.
»I-I am sorry«, he tries to apologize but I turn away from him looking out of a big window.
Biting my lip I hold in my tears.
»Just one week ago we married each other«, I start to explain,»And I thought I did the right thing because I never felt happier with anybody else than with you.«
I look at Justin again and catch sight of some tears form in his eyes.
»Tell me, did we do the right thing?«, I wonder.
As he doesn't reply I nod and take out a suitcase from our cabinet.
»What are you doing?«, I listen to his cracking voice.
»I will go to my mom and sleep there for a night or maybe two«, I tell him.
»No!«, Justin says confused,»You can't do this!«
»Then tell me what I should do«, I reply staring at him.
Some seconds pass before he finally says something.
»Y/N, I am sorry. I didn't want to cause a fight. I hate fighting with the love of my life«, Justin explains and I listen,»Damn, I love you more than anyone and that's why I married you. I was stupid but I'm just afraid to lose you. It seems like you are spending more time with Cameron. But I guess I overreacted and I apologize but please never leave me, baby. I need you.«
Tears fall down my cheek that's when I grab his face and kiss him. It's a long passionate kiss.
»I love you, too Justin and I'm sorry as well. I shouldn't have freaked out that much«, I tell him while looking at his gorgeous eyes,»But never think I would leave you especially not because of Cameron. I would stop texting with him and everyone because you are the only one I need in life, babe.«
»Gosh, I am so lucky to have such an amazing wife«, Justin says grinning lightly and I giggle.
»And one more thing«, I start to tell him,»I didn't want to have sex because I am on my period.«
»You are such an adorable idiot«, Justin laughs and kisses me on the forehead.
