*Your pov.*
The door creaks as I enter his house. Everything seems to be silent as all of a sudden I hear a loud noise. Quickly I run towards the living room.
»Jason«, I gasp as I catch sight of him standing in front of me.
My jaw drops for a second when I see splinters of glass laying on the ground. Shocked I turn to face Jason. Only then I notice some blood on his left hand. I examine his face and see tears in his red eyes.
»W-what happened in here?«, I stutter feeling myself on the verge of crying.
Jason shortly looks down at his bruised palm. Then he scoffs silently.
»Nothing«
»What?! You're saying the blood on your hand and the glass on the floor is nothing?!«, I shout making him raise his voice as well.
»Damn right, Y/N!«, he replies turning around.
»Why are you lying to me, Jason?«, I wonder after a minute.
His fingers are shaking lightly as I walk up to him. I examine his chest moving up and down. Putting one of my hands on his back I stroke it softly. A second later I lay my index on his chin trying to make him face me.
»Look at me, baby«
»No!«, he screams and I jump up a bit.
Concerned I watch him walking some steps away from me. His looks are everywhere but on me.
»But-«
»Stop it!«
»What's wrong?«
»Stop freaking talking, Y/N!«, Jason shouts and I widen my eyes.
Scared I watch him running his fingers through his messy hair.
I was never afraid of Jason, I think to myself. He's my boyfriend, why would I? But now he's acting really weird. Maybe it's because of what happened last night.
»J-Jason I know y-you don't want to talk with me right now but I-I need to know what's bothering you«, I tell him in a soothing voice.
He stares at me puzzled as if he didn't understand what I was saying. I hold my breath for a split moment when our eyes meet.
»You almost died yesterday«, he responds still having his gaze fixed on me.
»But I didn't«
»Fuck it, Y/N! Don't you understand that? You almost fucking died!«
»But I didn't!«, I shout back.
Jason closes his eyes for a second before we continue our conversation. Now I know what he got on his mind. He thinks it's his fault that I was kidnapped.
»Jason«, I say and he looks at me,»It wasn't your fault.«
»Oh com'on, Y/N don't lie to yourself«
»It's the truth. Those guys were the ones who kidnapped me not you!«
»Those guys know me! They want to see me suffer and they won't stop!«, he explains coming closer to me.
I feel his hot breath on my skin now. He's staring down at me and I notice the pain in his eyes. It hurts me so much to see him like this. Usually he's the bad boy, funny and not showing any of his emotions. I'm not saying I don't like him to tell me his feelings I just hate to watch him being sad.
»I won't leave you, Jason«, I tell him caressing his heated cheek with my hand,»Not after all the other stuff we've been through«
»Why?! Why are you not afraid?«
»I freaking am! But I know that I'm save with you!
»How do you fucking know that! You almost died!«, Jason screams while slamming his fist against the wall right behind me.
I gasp audibly. Our faces are just inches away from each other. Suddenly Jason lays his head on my shoulder and I quickly embrace him in a tight hug.
»I-I don't want to loose you«, he sobs lightly giving me chills.
I run my hands trough his hair and press his body on mine as close as possible. All of a sudden I feel tears falling down my face. I've never seen Jason cry. Like I said he's not that type of guy. But now that I see it, it breaks my heart in million tiny pieces. His glassy eyes are looking in mine now and I wipe the tears from my face away. He clenches his jaw and I notice him trying hard not to start crying another time. For some seconds we're only staring at each other.
»I need you, Y/N. You're the only thing that keeps me alive«, he whispers making me gulp down hard,»I'd rather see you happy and living with another man than dead in a coffin because of me.«
»Stop saying that!«
»What do you mean?«
»Stop acting as if it's all your fault! Yes, maybe you're right. Those boys wouldn't have kidnapped me if you wouldn't be my boyfriend, but I am«, I reply and he curiously watches me,»Do you think that I didn't know this would happen one day when I decided to be your girlfriend? I knew it but I needed you, too and I still do because I love you!«
Without any furthermore Jason presses his lips on mine. I sigh of sudden pleasure. After our kiss we look at each other again.
»Thank you for being the only person that actually puts up with me, babe«
»It's not putting up with you, it's loving you like crazy«
