*Your pov.*
It's been quite a day today. After the events earlier including the dream I've had in the car which felt insanely realistic I gathered myself and helped my mom. We unpacked most of the bags and went grocery shopping. I'm telling you it's been some exhausting hours. While comforting and supporting my mother I've never stopped thinking about Jason though. There are bunch of questions swirling around in my head: Does he know our parents broke up? If yes why hasn't he showed up yet? Should I make the first step?
I'm in my former room now sitting on the small but very comfortable bed. Honestly, I've missed this place. It's only been a month apart from it, but still it feels more like home than that fancy McCann house.
»Y/N!«, I hear my mom call me from downstairs,»There's someone for you at the door!«
Slightly confused I get up and walk out of my room. Who could it be? I didn't tell anyone that I've moved back in here yet. Only when I finish the thought I behold of my former boyfriend. I'm standing on top of the staircase not sure if I should go down or pretend I didn't hear a thing. But before I can decide our eyes already meet. He looks at me with a huge smile on his face. I walk down the stairs and approach him.
»I just told Jason that even though my relationship with his father isn't as great as it once was you two could still be friends«, my mom explains,»I think you have such an amazing friendship. It would be sad if it ended.«
Right, I think to myself. We're literally best friends for life. Holding hands, kissing and whatnot. That's what friends do, don't they? If she only knew...
»Whatever, I'll leave you two alone now. I have to go out anyways«, she says grabbing her purse,»Have fun!«
The last sentence almost made me laugh and I could see Jason biting his lower lip trying hard not to smirk like an idiot. Having fun is a difficult combination of words for us to interpret since we're not just friends. Actually, I don't even know what we are.
»Hey!«, he greets me with a cute grin on his face.
»Hi!«, I reply shyly.
It's quite again. I can practically see the awkward tension surrounding us. We've even forgotten how to act around each other.
»You look beautiful as always«, he states causing me to blush lightly.
»Thanks«, I answer.
Indistinguishably I move my hand up to my hair which I've tied up to a bun earlier and try to remove my scrunchy as casually as possible. I'm not trying to impress him or anything. It's just that I prefer my hair loose. Okay, maybe that's not the whole truth but who cares right now.
All of a sudden Jason steps closer to me till our faces are only inches apart from each other. I examine his face and notice his eyes focusing on my lips. Nervously I just stand there at the same spot without moving a single muscle. But as soon as Jason leans forward to kiss me I lay my hands on his chest and gently push him away. Instantly I see the confusion in his eyes.
»What's wrong? Our parents have finally broken up. We're able to be together again«, he says while caressing my cheek with his left hand.
»I'm aware of that, Jason«, I only reply not quite sure how to put my thoughts into words yet.
»But you've lost interest in me«
»No!«, I immediately disagree,»No, it's not that! I still like you. I mean...gosh, I still love you! But...I-I'm...«
»You're scared«, he completes my sentence.
I nod and look away from him. My eyes are fixed on the floor and I feel a tear roll down my face. Quickly I wipe it away with my hand.
»Look, I get it! You're afraid that if we go back to being in a relationship our parents could start dating again«, Jason tells me,»But we can't let them get in our way anymore. We'll just tell them the truth about us.«
»Sure this is a good idea?«, I wonder facing him once more.
»Absolutely«, he answers with a small smile on his lips.
I wish I could say the same thing. But I'm uncertain. I can't cope with another heartbreak. The last one has already been more than enough.
»How about we stay friends for a while before rushing into it?«
»Are you friend zoning me, lady?«, he wonders causing both of us to laugh.
Wow, I missed conversations like these. For the last past month we almost didn't talk at all and if we did it was very awkward to say the least.
»No, I'm not!«, I assure him,»I'm just suggesting that we wait till we're hundred percent sure our parents are not having any relations anymore.«
»You know what? That's an excellent idea!«, he responds leaving me kind of speechless.
I imagined way more resistance. Only a moment ago he was literally about to kiss me and now he's fine with just being friends.
»Seriously?«
»Yeah, why not? If it makes you feel better«, he replies seeming to really agree with my suggestion.
Happy about the outcome of our conversation I want to say goodbye and get to bed. But that was before Jason kissed me on the cheek. As I feel his soft lips on my skin and his hand touching my lower back my whole body completely freezes. The hormones inside of me begin to totally act up.
»Bye, Y/N«, he whispers in my ear giving me literal chills.
He slowly pulls away from me and when he's only about to trespass the doorstep I take hold of his hand. Instantly he turns round. Our eyes meet and I feel my heart beat faster. Only then he grabs my face with his gentle hands and presses his plump lips forcefully on mine. I moan lightly. Jason moves his hands down to my ass, scoops me up and carries me to the living room. Meanwhile I trace my fingers through his thick hair and place kisses all over his neck.
»So much about friendship, huh?«, he groans slightly.
Shortly I catch sight of the grin on his face and decide to gently bite his earlobe. Without any further ado he lays me down on the sofa in the living room and hovers over me. Then I notice the boner in his pants and smirk triumphantly. As he pulls up my shirt and starts kissing my bare stomach I hear someone enter the house. Immediately I push Jason away from me and stand up from the sofa.
»Hey!«, my mom greets me.
I smile at her in response. But when I behold of Jason's father my face turns blank. Confused I stare at them not knowing what the hell is going on. Only then Jason stands up from the ground and catches sight of them as well.
»Hello, son!«, his father says and before we're able to tell them about us or do anything they start holding hands.
»We've just had a conversation and we chose to give us another chance«, my mom breaks the news once again.
I turn to Jason who's already staring at me. We're so fucked!
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This is the second and final part of this imagine! Hope you enjoyed! If you'd like more please do comment. :)
