*Your pov.*
»We'll l see us tonight then?«, I ask Jason as we leave the school.
Walking down the big campus I lay my hand softly in his. I catch sight of his wonderful face beside me and examine his fluffy hair in the sunlight. Suddenly he turns to face me and grabs my waist carefully pulling my body closer to him.
»Exactly«, Jason answers giving me a small grin showing his beautiful white teeth.
I smile wide as he bends forward to kiss my forehead lightly. Then I look in his hazel eyes which are staring in mine and lay my hands on his cheeks. Slowly I press my lips on his and feel his fingers travel behind my ear touching my hair.
»I love you«, I tell him.
»I love yo, too Y/N«, Jason replies and puts away his hands from my face,»Till tonight, babe.«
Biting my lip I look on the ground for a short moment before watching him leave. Sighing of tiredness I turn to the other direction and want to walk home but then I decide to look a last time at Jason. As I look over my shoulder I catch sight of him but he isn't walking his normal path. I watch Jason leave behind a corner and frown. Instantly I follow him. Nervously I turn to the same corner and catch sight of Jason with another guy. Immediately I hide myself behind a wall so they wouldn't notice me.
»I won't give you what you want, McCann«, the unknown boy says and I see the confidence in his eyes.
»What?«, Jason wonders bewildered.
»I won't give you the forgiveness you yearn for«
»I never asked for forgiveness«, Jason replies through clenched teeth,»I ask for freedom.Leave me and everyone I love alone!«
»No!«, the guy starts to shout and I gasp scared,»I won't leave you alone! This is all for my sister.«
»I'm sorry for what happened with your sis-«, Jason starts to explain but gets interrupted by the other boy as he grabs Jason's shirt.
»Don't act like you care!«, the boy screams.
»You are crazy, Joe!«, Jason raises his voice and pushes the guy away from him,»We are done! Goodbye!«
»I will kill you!«, Joe shouts and pulls out a gun.
»Oh my god, Jason!«, I scream and step away from the wall.
All of a sudden Jason turns around, takes a gun out of his jacket pocket and before Joe can shoot him Jason already hits his bullet right in Joe's chest. My eyes get wide open and I hold my hands in front of my mouth trying not to freak out. Some seconds later I watch Jason throw his gun in a trash bin. Then he turns to face me. I feel the tears in my eyes as I stare at him.
»Y/N please-«
»No! You aren't the Jason I know«, I raise my voice shivering on my whole body.
»I know what you think but-«
»Where is the genuine, nice and friendly Jason, huh?«, I wonder while tears run down my heated cheeks,»Or is this only a facade?«
»Y/N, let us go home first«, he tries to sooth me but I don't let him.
»Who are you?«, I ask disgusted.
Jason lets out a deep breath and looks at me.
»I-I-I need a drink«
»That's all you gotta say?«, I shout as he steps closer to me,»You just killed a person, Jason!«
»I know!«, he raises his voice and I jump a little,»Do you think I am killing persons every day?«
»Who knows?«, I reply and see his jaw clench.
Silence follows and Jason is only inches away from me now.
»I would never hurt someone«, he whispers in my ear and I close my eyes trying to stop the tears,»This was the first time I killed someone and it was for my own defense.«
After this words left his mouth he walks away and I follow him.
»What are you doing with the body?«, I wonder.
»Nothing. No one will know about this«, Jason says and climbs in his car which was only some meters away from the school.
As I don't say anything he stares directly in my eyes from the open car window.
»Y/N, you can't tell anyone«, he tells me in a shaky voice.
»But then tell me what is this all about, Jason«, I respond sitting in the car as well.
»I can't!«, Jason says and gulps down hard trying to maintain his rage and sadness.
»Jase, look at me!«, I tell him and grab his face turning it to face me.
His eyes are glossy and I literally feel his pain.
»I'm fine«, he replies.
»No, you can't be fine. You just killed someone«, I say and he looks away,»Don't look away! Just tell me what happened so I can try to understand you, please.«
Again a silence follows as our eyes meet. I hate seeing him hurt. Jason is always the funnier one of us and he only wishes people the best.
»This guy, he....he lost his sister some years ago«, he explains.
»What do you have to do with that?«
»His sister was in a relationship with my brother. They were both madly in love with each other I saw it. I was younger back then. However, my brother was in a kind of gang and they did things you can't even imagine«, he says and I gulp down hard,»The point is one day he went on a dangerous mission and his girlfriend wanted to help him but he wouldn't let her. Unfortunately my brother went to a warehouse and suddenly a fire started but he made it out. The thing what he didn't know was that his girlfriend came to help him but she was the one who died in the fire. Now her brother wanted revenge.«
Shocked I look out of the car window.
»He wanted to kill you«, I whisper.
»Yes, but I'm okay now«, Jason says and I turn to face him.
Quickly I take his face in my hands. Our lips are only inches apart from each other.
»I love you, Jason«, I tell him and see a tear form in his eyes,»And you did what was necessary.«
»You don't have to act like you still want something from me«
»No«, I say and get closer to him feeling his hot breath on my face,»I know what's going on now and just because it's hard right now I won't leave you. I will always stay by your side, Jason. I love you too much to walk away now.«
Before he can say anything I kiss him with full force.
»I need you, Y/N«, Jason whispers while caressing my cheeks,»And I love you. I will do anything to have you by my side. Anything.«
