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*Your pov.*
»Here you go«, Justin says and hands me my morning coffee over.
Still tired we walk down a long path.
»So what are we doing today?«, he asks while I take a sip from my hot drink.
»I don't know«, I reply enjoying the warm sunlight,»What do you have in mind?«
Suddenly Justin grabs my hips from behind and makes us stop.
»I always have something very intense in my mind«, he whispers in my ear traveling down to my tighs with his hands.
For a short moment I fell for his words but just some seconds later I turn around and step back a little.
»Your mind is too dirty this morning«, I laugh lightly and continue walking.
Justin is my roommate. I saw him once in front of the coffee I work in. He was sitting on some steps and sang while playing his guitar. Ever since then I fell in love with him but for him I'm just a friend. Justin already had thousand of girls while he was living in my apartment. But I just can't turn off my feelings.
»You know, I didn't have sex for a long while«, he tells me and I almost spilled my coffee.
All of a sudden I feel something wet between my legs but the feeling fades as I see a blonde girl with a perfect body walk past us.
»Wow, that girl is hot«, Justin smirks as he turns around to examine her.
I gulp down hard and blink the tears away that started to form in my eyes. It's never me. He never called me hot or beautiful.
»I-I will go in our apartment again«, I tell him.
»Why?«, Justin frowns.
»I'm not feeling good. I guess the coffee wasn't that good for my stomach«, I say and give him a fake smile.
Justin nods his head and I quickly make my way to the apartment. As I open the door I put my coffee on a small table and take off my shoes before I sit on my bed. Waiting for the tears to show up I stare at the blank wall in front of me.
I will never be the one for him, I think to myself. I'm just not good enough. I mean look at me. I look like a potato in contrast with the girls Justin hangs out. My body is not in the right shape. My face is a freaking mess. I can't even tight up my hair in a correct braid. Now I finally feel the salty tears roll down my heated cheeks. Frustrated I put my hands in front of my face and let it all out.
»Fuck«, I whisper as I hear myself whimper.
All of a sudden someone opens the door.
»Hey«, Justin greets me.
As fast as possible I whipe the tears away and try to put a smile on my face.
»I brought some donu-«, he starts to say but the moment he sees my red eyes he takes a seat beside me on the bed,»Is everything okay?«
»Yeah«, I smile taking a deep breath,»I just had a weak moment.«
Worried Justin looks at me and an awkward atmosphere follows.
»What did you buy?«, I ask trying to change the subject.
»Why were you crying?«, he wonders sternly.
»I-I only thought about...uhm...«, I begin to explain but already feel the tears fall down my eyes.
»Come here«, Justin says and embraces me in a big hug.
Instantly I start to cry heavily wanting the pain to end.
»I hate seeing you hurt«, he tells me while caressing my hair,»So just tell me who made you cry and I will deal with him or her.«
»You can't«, I reply and look at him still crying.
»Why?«, he asks confused.
»B-because it's...it's because of you«, I tell him the truth.
»What?«
»Justin, I need to talk with you about something I've been hiding for a while«, I say and see him gulp down hard,»I-I have feelings for you. I-I want to be more than just a friend to you. The thing is I love you.«
Completely shocked he stares at me and I fear the worse. Suddenly he gets closer to me and I look at his plump pink lips. As I stare at his eyes he lays one hand on my cheek.
»I am so glad you told me«, Justin whispers,»Because now I can do that.«
Without any forthermore he presses his lips against mine. Roughly I run my hands through his hair wanting this to happen for a long time. After some minutes he rips off my shirt and stares at my bra. Then I take his face in my hands again and kiss him while taking off his shirt. All of a sudden he lays me on the bed fiercely and unclapses my bra.
»You are so hot and beautiful, baby«, he says biting his lip and I feel the butterflies in my stomach.
Justin hovers over me and starts to suck on my neck.
»Uhhh, yess«, I sigh and unbuckle his pants.
His kisses move down to my boobs and I moan lightly. Meanwhile I quickly take off my jeans.
»I want you, babe«, Justin sighs in my ear and I pull off his underwear revealing his long member.
»Eager, aren't we?«, he says as he takes off my panties.
As we both are completely naked Justin looks a last time in my eyes before entering my wet core. Immediately I dig my nails in his back pressing him closer to me and close my eyes.
»You okay?«, Justin asks after some seconds.
I nod and open my eyes again staring at him. Slowly he starts to thrust in and out of me. Some minutes pass as I feel the pleasure build in my body.
»Deeper, Jay«, I moan softly.
Justin quickens his pace and pushes his dick deeper inside of me. Suddenly he begins to rub my clit with one finger and I lay my head back of lust.
»Ohh, yes Justin!!«, I groan.
»Fuck, baby! I-I think I will cuhhhm«, Justin moans and our sweaty bodies are pressed against each other.
I travel my hands down to his ass and grab it lightly as he pushes deeper and rubs faster.
»Ahhh, please faster!!! Yes right there!!!«, I moan loudly as I feel myself near the edge.
Quickly I wrap my legs around his waist.
»Uhhh, shit babe!!! You f-feel so good!!!«, Justin groans.
»Justiiiiinnn!!! I-I will uhhh!!«, I sigh heavily.
»Cum for me baby«, he says and with one last deep thrust I reach my climax as well as Justin.
Totally out of breath we lay on the bed and stare at the ceiling above us. After some minutes I feel Justin looking at me. I turn around and face him.
»But why did you cried? It isn't that bad to love me, is it?«, Justin wonders.
»I-I just felt not good enough for you. You always hang out with those hot models and I'm just a normal ugly girl who works in a coffee shop.«
»Don't say that ever again. You are the prettiest and hottest woman alive«, he says making me giggle,»I love you, too Y/N.«
