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*Justin's pov.*
I put the key in the keyhole and enter the house. Slowly I take off my shoes but almost fall as I hear a voice in front of me.
»Where were you?«, she wonders and I look up to her.
Y/N leans on a door frame which leads to the living room and I scratch my neck nervously.
»At a parzy«, I slur and feel the alcohol show it's effect on me.
»Are you drunk, Justin?«, Y/N asks and I only stare at her.
Bit by bit I examine her wonderful body. She wears some fluffy slippers and one of my grey purpose hoodies which only reaches her legs. My eyes move on to her beautiful face and I see the plump pink lips. The lips which always make me forget everything for a bit, the lips which fit perfectly with mine and the lips which let me feel love every day. My mouth opens a little while my gaze wanders to her eyes. That's when I freeze. My whole body tenses up for a bit and a big knot forms in my throat.
»Yes, am drunk«, I whisper still staring at her eyes.
»Why?«, Y/N says sounding hopeless.
»It's fun«, I tell her and laugh.
»But laying on the couch while watching movies with your girlfriend isn't fun, huh?«, she raises her voice.
I need a second to think about her question and look on the ground beneath me.
»I don't know«, I finally reply.
»You know what? I can't talk with you when you're like that«, Y/N scoffs and walks straight in the living room.
Some seconds I just stand in the corridor staring at the empty space in front of me.
»I'm going to shower«, I tell her and walk up some stairs.
»Do whatever you want«, she responds and I leave in the bathroom.
I turn on the water of the bathtub and take off my chlothing. Sipping some shampoo in the tub I slowly get in. Bubbles start to form and I let out a deep breath enjoying the warm water. I feel my body calm and my mind getting sober. For minutes I only sit in the tub and don't think about anything. I wash my hands up to my chest and relax. Today has been one of the roughest days in my life. The only thing that made me happy was Y/N when I saw her beautiful sleeping face in the morning. She's so innocent and too kind-hearted for this bad world we're living in. Y/N doesn't even really know the wicked parts in our life. Today I had to give a concert. I was in a bad mood just because I couldn't see Y/N for the whole time and I missed my family. That's why I told the crowd tonight that I have a headache and I still try to give the best of me. I thought they would understand and some of them did but as I asked them about a Q & A session with me they only screamed and even booed at me. The good guy that I am I asked them again but for the second time they only shouted so I continued singing. Unfortunately I still heard some of them booing and couldn't take it anymore so I left the stage. I know it wasn't professional what I did but in this moment I only wanted to go, go away from all the people. After that I had to go to a club. I didn't see another solution than relieving my hurt in alcohol and loud music because I don't want to tell Y/N anything about this. She doesn't deserves this. It would just be a matter of time till she leaves me. I won't let her see me in pain. I'll be strong for her.
From now on I'll hide the bad things and look at the positive ones, I think but my chest starts to tremble and I feel tears form in my eyes.
»Justin?«, I hear her soft voice say and turn around.
Y/N walks in the bathroom and I quickly wipe my tears away.
Be strong, I think to myself.
»You are crying. What happened, babe?«
»Nothing it was just the water«, I lie.
»Yeah and I'm Donald Trump«, she says and I laugh a little.
Then I stare at her eyes and freeze. Again.
»I-I just...«
»Please tell me, Justin«, Y/N tells me.
»I just don't know what to do anymore«, I reply and she nods.
»I saw the news«, she says and I widen,»Baby, it's okay. We can do this together.«
»No, Y/N. I see it in your eyes«
»What?«, she wonders.
»You are in pain. I see it in your red eyes every day when I arrive from work«
»That's not true«, she tells me and gets with me in the tub,»I'm good.«
She still wears her clothing which are getting wet now. Softly Y/N takes my face in her hands.
»Don't think about me too much«
»But-«, I say but get interrupted by her lips being pressed on mine.
Our tongues move in perfect since with each other and I grab her ass lightly pulling her closer. Y/N starts to kiss me with more force and I feel a tear roll down her cheek and stop.
»Don't cry, baby. We will make it«, I tell her and she smiles.
Then I press my lips on her's again. I feel her waist thrusting against my member and I wrap my arms around her body. After some seconds we are both naked and I push my member slowly inside of her. Y/N digs her nails in my shoulder biting her lip.
»You look so sexy, babe«, I whisper and she smiles while closing her eyes as she moves back and forth on my lap the water creating waves.
I don't know why but this time it doesn't only feels like sex. It feels like more than just two bodies satisfying their lust. It feels like making love, like two people showing their love to each other. The way Y/N pushes her hips against my lower body and my hands guiding her is more passionate than any kiss. I hear her soft moans on my ear now and help her keep up the pace.
»Tell me when you're about to cum«, I sigh and she nods.
Suddenly I feel my dick harden and my climax build and build underneath me. I lay my head back and put one hand on her boob squeezing it.
»Justin, now«, Y/N says and I watch her open her mouth.
She releases her cum on my member and I stick my dick deep inside of her. I pull out my cock as Y/N lays on my chest and she begins to rub my member. As I cum we sit some more minutes in the tub with our wet bodies pressed on each other. I stare at Y/N's face and caress her hair.
»You're so gorgeous, baby girl«, I tell her and she blushes.
»And you're pretty hot«, she giggles.
»Mhmm am I?«, I smile and hover over her.
Y/N tries to hide her face with her hands but I put them down.
»No need to be emberassed of anything. I know you find me totally sexy«, I smirk and she blushes harder as I give her a kiss.
