*Your pov.*
»Justin? Is that you?«, I wonder when I hear the front door open.
Quickly I grab my white cardigan from the chair next to my bed and put it on. Slowly I make my way downstairs. In the corridor someone turns on the lights. I hear something fall on the ground and jump up a bit. As I see the person who just entered the house I sigh.
»H-hey babyyy«, Justin slurs while taking off his shoes.
I notice the clock behind him on the wall and cross my arms. It's already very late at night.
»Where were you?«, I wonder raising one of my eyebrows.
Justin stands up and examines me for a minute. Then he runs his hand through his messy hair. I look at his red eyes and almost freak out.
»I was out with se boys«
»Are you drunk? Again?«, I ask him pissed.
He doesn't reply. Instead Justin walks in the living room and takes out a small glass and an alcoholic liquor from a cupboard. He sits down on the couch and I position myself in front of him. I look down at him and he sips the drink in the glass.
»Want a shot?«, Justin wonders.
Our eyes meet and I feel myself tear up. I don't know him like that. It's as if he isn't himself. Justin shrugs his shoulders when I don't respond and gulps down the hard liquor. Out of anger I hit his hand causing the glass to fall on the floor.
»What the heck-?!«
»You won't be drinking in here!«, I raise my voice.
Justin stands up and stares at me confused. I take a deep breath and try to calm down.
»What's wrong with you?«
»Nothing, Justin! I'm not the one getting drunk every second night!«, I shout,»We have a baby! Gosh, get your shit together!«
»I'm trying!«, he screams and I feel my whole body tense up.
Justin starts to walk around the room lost and I bite my lip wanting to hold in the tears. What's wrong with him?, I ask myself. We never were fighting like this. When we got our baby Justin promised to be the best father on this whole wide world but now he is everything but a good dad.
»I saw the picture of you and Hailey on Instagram«, I change the subject.
»So?«
»Did you have fun with her?«, I want to know feeling the rage in my body.
Justin faces me and shakes his head rapidly. He gets closer to me and I look away.
»It's not how it seems like. We're just friends«
»You were half naked in a club and kissed her on the cheek!«
»I'm sorry«, he says and a tear rolls down my cheek.
I think about our discussion and feel my heart race. This has to have an end, I think to myself and make a final decision.
»Go«, I tell him.
»What?«
»I said leave! Just get the hell out of here and think about what you're doing!«, I shout crying lightly.
Justin examines me shocked and I walk to the front door. He follows me. I take his shoes in my hands and press it on his chest.
»Y/N, stop it! We can figure this out...I'm sorry...«
»No«, I say and open the door for him to leave,»I can't talk to you right now. It's all too much. Please get out of here.«
I see some tears in his eyes and almost start crying. Then he walks out and I close the door. Before I can think about this any furthermore I hear our baby cry. Quickly I go upstairs and enter the bedroom. I take the baby in my arms and try to make it fall asleep again.
»Shh, honey«, I whisper,»Everything will be alright. Daddy is only a bit lost.«
Some minutes later the baby stops whining and I lay on my bed. Suddenly I begin to cry and fall asleep eventually. The doorbell wakes me up again. I open my eyes and look at my phone on the nightstand. It's four in the morning. I walk up to the front door and open it.
»J-Justin?«, I wonder and widen.
His eyes are completely red and his hair is in a total mess. He looks really bad...like really really bad.
»C-can we talk...please?«, he stutters and I nod.
He enters the house and we get in the living room. I take a seat on the sofa as well as Justin. He bites his lower lip and looks down at the ground. Suddenly I hear sobs. Instantly I grab his face softly making him look at me.
»I-I'm so sorry...I don't know what's wrong with me«, Justin explains.
Tears fall down his cheeks. Seeing him try so hard not to cry makes me sad. I never saw him like that.
»Don't cry-«
»You're the only woman I truly love, Y/N! I need you. You're my wife and we have a baby together...god I'm so lucky...but I'm scared I could do something wrong«, Justin admits causing me to cry.
He wipes away my tears and looks me straight in the eyes.
»I love you so much, Y/N! So freaking much! I know I'm a stupid dick sometimes but I want to make it up to you and be a better man«
»You already are the best man on this whole planet«, I say giggling making him chuckle,»And most importantly you're my mine. Only mine.«
Justin smiles big and gives me a gentle kiss on the forehead.
»But«, I add,»you should honestly stop being such a douchebag sometimes.«
»I promise«, he says and we laugh.
All of a sudden we hear the baby whine. I want to stand up and walk in the bedroom but Justin interrupts me.
»Let daddy handle this«, he says smirking slightly.
I roll my eyes and slap his chest playfully.
