Never Let Go||A Destiel AU Fanfiction

Chapter 37

"I used to like "remember whens"

Because, when he said that, a sweet memory followed after it with that gentle smile he always had.

Now, I only want those "goodbye" cards

Because, remembering what we were before, is something I wish I can forget." ~My Quote

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Dean Winchesters' Point of View

"You coming to the frat tonight?" Jules questioned, pinning her curly hair in a ponytail, "Its gonna be amazing."

Dean nodded, "Should I bring some alcohol?"

Julianne smiled, "I mean, if you want. Chances are there's enough drinks."

"Are you gonna drink?"

She shook her head, "Nah, I like to be sober during these parties. I like to say that it makes the experience more electrifying. Kevin should drink however."

Kevin shook his head, "You know I wasn't gonna go out tonight, I only am for you."

Jules smiled, "But you're gonna have to forget about studying completely. You know you have to live."

"In order to live I have to finish college with a really good degree."

Jules rolled her eyes, "Don't be so uptight! Just live, like really live...Dean knows what I mean, he seems like a guy that knows how to live." She pulled down her skirt, rather than pulling it up-one of the only girls Deans' met in college that actually had respect for their body. "Tell me Dean, what's the most intense thing you've ever done while you were in college?"

Dean thought for a while, back to all the stupid shit he did, "I jumped off the roof into the pool, lit a section of this frat on fire-"

"See, he knows how to live. Come on Kev, just let go of being so uptight."

Kevin nodded, smiling, "Alright, I'll try."

She smiled slowly, before slipping on her jacket, "I'll see you two downstairs" The door of their dorm shut, and the sarcastic, talkative girl was gone. Dean looked at Kevin, who gazed a  little longer in the distance than usual.

"If you won't tell her how you feel kid, I will." Dean said, "Seriously, tell her tonight."

"I don't think she likes me-"

"You don't know shit if you don't try." Dean stated, "She seems to flirt."

"Really?"

Dean nodded, "Subtle...I like it, go for it."

"But...what do I say?"

"Be direct, or you can help her complete her bucket list." Dean laughed, thinking about Castiel. "Just say that you like her more than a friend."

Kevin smiled hesistantly, "Well, what are we waiting for? Lets' go to this frat party."

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Castiel Novaks' Point of View

@xfangirlinq-I hope you like your character, even though she isn't in this chapter much she will be in the next one!

Castiel would always spend each evening a little lonely, sure, he had his next door neighbor, Caitlyn, who somehow formed a friendship despite how she was always a little shy.

But, the girl wasn't home tonight, which was strange because she normally was. So, now, Cas was bored, alone, and wanted Dean. He settled for reading, but he couldn't focus on the words, there was nothing on television.

He let out a sigh, it must have been 1 in the morning where Dean was, he must have been asleep-

His computer rung-it was skype. Cas almost got up too eagerly as he went over to answer Dean. And he clicked the button so excitedly, and his smile grew as he saw Dean on his camera.

"Dean! I'm so bored!" Cas exclamored, "I'm so glad you called."

Dean smirked, "Can you take off your shirt baby?"

Cas grimaced, Dean seemed drunk. "Where were you? Where have you been?"

"I went to this party, it was the best."

"Really?" Cas asked, straightening in his seat, "A lot of people were there?"

"Yes," Dean laughed, "I met this girl, who had the smoothest moves."

Cas flared, until Dean laughed once more.

"I'm joking baby, I wasn't that fucked up."

"That's not a funny joke."

Dean smiled, "I cannot wait to see you for holiday." Dean laid down, and his words went slurred, "I miss you."

Then, he fell asleep, leaving Cas alone more than ever. He sighed, shutting his laptop with a smooth click. Dean was coming back in a couple of weeks, and Castiel couldn't wait any longer.

He wanted his fiancé to come back, that their title of "engaged" grows into married.

His phone ringing dried up his wandering thoughts,"Hello?"

A voice, one Cas will always remember, came on the other line, "I'm so sorry."

Lucas.

"Sorry isn't going to fix what you did."

"I regret that I left you all those months ago-"

Cas hung up, shivering in disgust. He blocked the number, wishing he would've deleted that number years ago.

Castiel shook his head, hoping that Lucas will never appear in his life again.

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I know this chapter was 'meh', but I had to upload. I promise the next one will be longer and better ♡ tysm for reading loves