I feel a burning pain when i open my eyes and blinded by lights. I look around the room and see all of my friends sleeping. They put Jasmine and I in the same room together too.
Jasmine:*whispers* are you up ?
I turn my head over to her and nod as a tear slides down her face.
Jasmine:who did this to you ?
Tears started rolling down my face, remembering the painful scene that keeps replaying over and over again in my head. Feeling him pulling my hair thrusting hard feeling everything all over again.
Yn:*shaky voice* i hate him for this
I start crying at first quietly but then i couldn't control it and i put the blanket over my head and shoved my face in a pillow while the scene kept replaying in my head.
I felt a gentle tap on my shoulder but i didnt do anything..i couldnt do anything just the feel of someones touch reminded me of the scene.
I clutched my knees to my chest and wiped away the tears and tried to think of good things.
Like my 2 month old baby that i miss terribly thats sleeping in rocs arms. I pulled the sheets down from over my face and looked at roc despite the concerned stares in the room.
I reached my arms out for my baby and he brung her to me. For a second i forgot everything but then it came back and not wanting to scare Naomi i just let a tear run down my face onto her little blanket.
I kissed her forehead and i rocked her even though she was already sleep.
Jasmine: so .. Who did this ?
I held my breath and i finally let it out.
Yn:issa
Roc and the boys got up so fast
Yn:just listen to the story first.
Just then the police came in along with two detectives.
Detective 1: hello ms. Yln my name is Katherine and im a big fan but im not here for that im here to find out what happened.
Detective 2:also a fan and my name is Brian, now could you describe who did this to you ?
I signaled for roc to get Naomi and i sat up.
Yn:My ex friends issa ... (I dont know his last name)
Detective one: can you descibe what happened ?
I looked down at my hands and played with the loose thread of my sheet and started.
Yn:i went to use the bathroom and it felt like someone was in there with me.
*she tells the story*
All the girls faces were soaked with tears and the boys had little tear streaks but they were mad.
I looked at roc and his fist was balled up and his leg was shaking , so he Naomi to lee
I looked at Jasmine who held a beautiful baby boy who was asleep but tears still rolled down her face.
I looked at my hands in my lap
Detective 1: no further questions heres my card if you need anything.. And i mean anything
Roc got up and stood in front of me and snatched the card out of his hand.
Detective 2:take care everyone
Then they left out, roc handed me the card and hugged me tightly and i felt his tears running down my neck and i whispered in his ear.
Yn:im okay roc, i really am
He whiped his eyes and looked at the boys and laughed a little
Roc:stop looking at me like im a Lil bitch
We couldnt help it and we all laughed and just like that all the tension was gone.
I got up from the bed and sat in the wheelchair because i cant stand yet my legs are really sore and ill get dizzy.
I rolled over to Jasmines bed and squealed
Yn:let me see my godson !!
Roc helped me into her bed and i laid next to her and held him.
Yn:whats his name ?
Jasmine:Christan Criag tosh Crippen
Yn:oh my godd! He's so cutee
Jasmine:thank youu
I gave him back to her when he started getting fussy so she can feed him and I got down into my wheel chair and rolled back to my bed and roc grabbed my waist and in a instant it reminded me of issa.
I flinched and nearly fell and even though it was breif i can tell roc saw it because of the look in his eyes.
This was something that was gonna scar me for life, i hope the scar fades but i know it will never be forgotten.
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Hey lovely people sorry this chapter kinda sucked but keep showing love ! Imma make a better chapter soon but until then
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