Entrancingly Insentient | 魅惑的ではない | Karma Akabane

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Koro-sensei was probably one of the only people to actually feel your absence and feel like crap about it. He knew you should've been in the back plotting your horrendous assassination attempts. He knew you should've been traumatising his mentally weaker students and ganging up on the stronger ones.

He found himself looking towards your desk during class when his beloved students were working, he was always fond of your input and your opinions on things but now it was almost too quiet. His students weren't as loud as before because you were the one that could bring that out in them; he felt at fault and he knew that some- Nakahara for example- felt that way too.

It was partially his fault after all, even after pledging he wouldn't harm a student, he still did. It was completely unintentional and he felt so disappointed in himself for underestimating your abilities for he had no idea you would go that far to try and kill him.

No one knew you had planned this, it was all in secret and well thought out too. Koro-sensei wanted to congratulate you on your attempt, after scolding you for how dangerous it was of course. He never thought someone would go that far to kill him; maybe you were more keen on living on than he thought. But why would you do what you did then?

Maybe it was for your classmates, maybe it was because you wanted them to realise how important they were to you as the only way you could truly show how much you loved each and every one of them, was sacrificing yourself.

Everyone knew that the only way to show someone how much you love them was to give your life for theirs.

Koro-sensei found himself in room 38 a lot. In his perfect disguise- obviously. Often when he came to visit he'd watch his students talk to you, either with a glum frown or a smile when they came in groups. His students would mess around in your hospital room as if you were awake, it made his heart feel warm as he watched from the neighbouring building, through the window like the pervert he was.

When he came alone, he liked to request the nurses to come in and fluff your pillow in case you were 'uncomfortable' even though they both knew it wasn't true because you weren't even conscious. He really liked watching the nurses in their uniform, he also brought his secret notebook too- sometimes he even had the audacity to tell you about his favourites stories.

He loved telling you about his favourites ships in class, he loved pairing students together and making up secret scenarios where they got together romantically, it made his entire face turn pink. He just felt slightly lucky to know you couldn't beat him up when he told you, though he still wasn't sure if you could still hear him as you lay quiescent.

He had faith though, heaps of it and enough to reassure each and every student in his treasured class. He knew you were strong (not really physically but he can't say that out loud) and that you were an independent young woman who was actually really scary but that's besides the point because you had too much to live for therefore you had to wake up, and do so before March.

He was so keen to observe and learn from you, he wanted to see what you had in store for him and also how you would react to the new student that he was going to have come to his class. Koro-sensei hadn't heard much, only that the student had gotten suspended for a week for messing with a teachers office and beating a student, he knew his students in class 3-E were also excited to see the new student because that meant that they would have to tell this person about Koro and his weaknesses. Nagisa was especially intrigued on how the new student would react to an unkillable octopus-looking creature.

It was almost coming to a month that you had been in the same bed. Some people like Maehara (Isogai too) and Sugino even practically prayed it wouldn't reach a month, Nakahara kept her smile on her face because she believed you would awake, she had no doubt you would wake up as if climbing out of bed from a nap.

"Man~ It's so quiet.." Maehara mumbled in the soundless class, most heads turned to look at him and he blushed when realising he spoke aloud, "Ah.. Sorry.."

"No, you're right- but it'll be better soon." Rio smiled smugly as she twirled her pen in her fingers, bobbing her head in reassuring, Koro-sensei's head turned orange with a dark red circle covering his face, flashing a few before it stopped, "You're absolutely right Nakahara-san!"

Nakahara smiled again and Nagisa let a tiny smile show on his face, "We all know that, guys- we just gotta believe!" Kayano thrusted her fist in the air as if she was a cheerleader giving her team a pep talk, Okuda smiled and Okano Hinata nodded too.

Megu Kataoka smiled proudly at her class's optimism and Koro-sensei's face had turned back to yellow with a mix of green now, showing that he was happy as it was listed in Nagisa's notepad.
Kanzaki giggled at Kayano, "(Y/N) is making us all worry about her and then she'll be fine- it's funny, isn't it?"

Yoshida blushed when hearing the bijin talk with her sweet voice and nodded, "Yo-you're RIGHT." Kanzaki jumped slightly when the boy in seat 26 yelled, his classmates giggled when seeing the boy embarrass himself in front of his crush. Kanzaki's cheeks turned pink at the attention and Yoshida groaned inwardly as he looked away with a red face.

Before Koro-sensei could fangirl Chiba interrupted, "I don't see what the big deal is." He spoke quietly, he almost wasn't heard, earning the people's attention that sat closer to him. They saw his face, unable to see his eyes because of his hair and this intrigued Koro-sensei, "What do you mean, Chiba-kun?"

He sighed and Rinka Hayami from seat 19 answered for him, "We all know (Y/N) will turn out fine and go back to her old ways so what's the big fuss?"

"Other than the fact that our classmate is in a coma? OH NOTHING REALLY!" Terasaka yelled defensively on your behalf. He grumbled under his breath when Hayami glared at him, "Now now Terasaka-kun that was uncalled for, she's quite right." Koro answered in his slightly condescending tone that made Terasaka wanted to stab him in the the eyes, then his nostrils.

Hazama Kirara sighed from beside Chiba in seat 18 and Tōka Yada let out a nervous laugh, "Uh no need to get riled up guys.."

"Yada is right! No fighting in the class- unless it's to kill me! That's what you should be focusing on, we have to make (Y/N)-san proud!"

"Yeah, we- not you! You pervert!" Okajima exclaimed dramatically. Yuzuki Fuwa rolled her lavender coloured eyes and smirked, "Speak for yourself Okajima."

The class laughed and Okajima pouted, unable to deny it. Koro-sensei felt better when seeing his students smile and proceeded on with class by looking over and marking his students papers within a few milliseconds. He laughed manically when his students sighed in unison at the terrible drawings of the octopus he put on their work and soon the school day ended.

His students left the class in a huge group as normal and they seemed fine after that discussion.
He hoped you wouldn't take your time in the hospital because he hated how he watched his students all manage to find space in room 38 all at once, silent tears leaking down their fragile-looking faces when staring down at you like the sleeping beauty you were.

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Yikes I guess this is a filler cause I actually wanted to finally start the plot and the story but my wifi is still sh*tty so hopefully it'll happen in a couple days. Plus i'm pooped.

- Oriana__3 <3