We Belong

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Lani,

Lately Chris has been so busy with trying to get his new career to take off that he's barely home anymore. The twins will be four months next week and they see him once a day. I'm not exaggerating.

They are always awake when he leaves in the morning but by the time he gets home they have already had baths and were sleeping.

You dont know stress until your taking care of two newborns on your own everyday from sun up to sun down. I barely have a life now. The only people I talk to is Chyna and Tasha but they both have lives of their own so I'm mostly hone with diapers and bottles and no man. Still even after all of this I wouldn't change it for the world.

"Your little booty feel clean now?" I said to Legend in my baby voice as I finished changing his diaper. He smiled kicking his feet in the air and I pulled out my phone taking a picture of him on Snapchat with the dog filter.

I smiled just as Liberty started crying. I picked Legend up heading to me and Chris room where Liberty was. I laid him on the bed and picked her up rocking her swiftly. This was a pattern all day. My arms never got a break. Even when I wanted to clean or cook. I was always holding one of them. Always.

"It's okay pooh." I said soothing her. She calmed down and I laid her back down putting her pacifier in her mouth. I propped them both up on a pillow and turned on some cartoons so they could chill out.

I was so tired but obviously I couldn't take a nap until they fell asleep which would be a while. I started to clean our bedroom because everywhere you turned all you see if baby things all over the place. In the middle of me cleaning the front door opened and soon Chris appeared in the room. He didn't even speak, instead he went straight into the bathroom closing the door.

"Hello to you too!" I said sarcastically from the other side of the door. Silence. Seconds later the toilet flushed and the water started to run. He opened the door and smiled down at me.

"My bad baby, I had to use the bathroom I'm finna go though." He said kissing me but I didnt kiss back.

"No Chris, stay and watch them so I can get a quick nap please." I said and he smacked his lips.

"I can't right now baby, I got shit to do. I'll be home early tonight I promise." He said and left out the room before I had time to protest. He closed the front door and I shook my head irritated.

I didn't even want to clean anymore. Instead I climbed in the bed with them and watched cartoons. Times like this made me feel single. A single mom, not a mom that has a boyfriend. I decided to call Chyna for a favor.

"Hey boo, wassup?" She answered and I smiled glad to hear another voice.

"Can I get a huge favor please?" I said practically begging.

"Yea of course. Wassup?" She questioned as Legend moved around sliding off the pillow. I propped him back up and continued my conversation.

"Could you probably get the twins for a hour or so, I'm really tired and Chris is out, you can stay here and keep them while I take a nap if you want." I said said desperately.

"I'm on the way, get their things ready and pack extra clothes imma keep them overnight for you." She said and I immediately jumped out the bed.

"Oh my god, thank you so much, I owe you!" I exclaimed happily.

"Girl no, you know I gotchu! I'll call you when I'm outside." She said and I hung up getting their things together.

I put them both on some pajamas and their jacket, no reason to get dressed up right. Forty five minutes later Chyna picked up taking the twins. Free at last.

Chris,

"Replay that verse." I said to the producer and he did as told. I was in the studio recording a song I wrote called "Take you down".

I listened closely hearing how the beat matched the lyrics and ended up being satisfied. Lately I've been Putting in a lot of work at the studio and my name is slowly getting out there. I'm noticed at clubs now I just need to get noticed everywhere else.

My phone rang and he cut the music off as I answered putting it to my ear.

"Aye where you at?" Ty said into the phone.

"At the studio why?"

"Cause nigga, I'm on my way to my crib, you tryna slide through?" He asked and o thought about it. I told Lani I would come home early tonight and it was already going on 8. Fuck it.

"Yea, I'm on my way." We ended the call and I left out the studio hopping in my car.

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Lani is exhausted!
How do you feel about Chris' actions lately.
Legend in the mm 😍

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