ONE LAST CRY

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Kevin passed away that night in his sleep. He was hugging me. Sabi niya before kami matulog na mahal na niya ako. Niloloko pa niya ako na pag magaling na daw siya gagawa daw kami ng younger brother or sister ni Kieran. That night, he talked to Kieran, nakikinig din naman sa kanya ang anak niya. Umiyak si Kieran nung sinabi kong matulog na siya.

"But I wantto stay here with Daddy."

"Daddy will have to rest now and you will have to rest now so tomorrow you could play together again."

"Hey, K, I love you and I want to play with you again tomorrow. But Daddy is beat and I needed the rest, buddy. Go with play with Uncle Jino, he's lonely in his room"

"But Uncle Jino is not you Daddy. I love you. Uncle Jino is boring. Don't tell him okay Dad?"

"You go and make him fun like me. He will learn how to be fun too. Just give him a chance okay buddy?"

"Okay Dad."

At niyakap niya ang ama niya

"I love you so much Daddy. I love you."

"I love you too son. Take care of Mommy for me okay?"

"Okay Dad."

That night, we made plans for the future. That night he asked his Mom who came to visit na sa bahay na lang muna siya matulog, na pinagbigyan naman ng biyenan ko.

That night he kissed me like he had never kissed me before. He always said he love me. He held me in his sleep. I held him too. When I woke up in the morning

"Good morning sweetheart."

Pero nindi na gumalaw ang kamay na nakayakap sa akin. Hindi na siya sumagot sa I love you ko. Hindi na dumilat ang mga mata niya. I will never hear him say "I love you too sweetie". I will not see his bright blue eyes anymore. I will not feel his warm hugs any longer. Why did I not wake up to see him go? Why did he leave without saying good bye? His arms are still soft and warm around me. I sat up and kissed him, hoping that he will smile and say that it was just a joke.

"Kevin? Honey, please don't go."

I rubbed his arm to wake him up but he won't move. I touched his lips, but it no longer smiled. I hugged him. I cried. I cried out loud.

I don't know how long I sat there hugging him. I don't know how they saw us. All I know is Kevin just left me. He left Kieran and me.

"Baby, when I'm gone, don't cry. I will be in a better place already. Please Baby promise you won't cry."

How can I not cry? How can I promise you that and not break it? You broke myheart by leaving me Kevin. I hate you for leaving me. I'm sorry honey, I am breaking my promise. I love you Kevin.

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
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