Chapter 38
Hailey's POV
As I walked out of school with Tim. Sinundo niya kasi ako. He askes me, "How's your first day going?"
"Fine. I'm tired. Can we go home now?" I said and gave him a fake smile so that he won't know how sad I am.
I'm not okay. I saw him with another girl. He looks genuinely happy with that new girl. How can he forget me so fast?
I'm just looking outside the window of our car.
"You okay?" tanong sa'kin ni Kuya tapos sabay lagay nung kamay niya sa noo ko. Wala akong sakit. Pero mas masakit yung nakita ko kanina.
"I'm okay. Wala akong sakit." sagot ko ng hindi man lang tumitingin sakanya. Sumandal ako sa bintana at nanatiling nakatingin sa labas.
"You want music?" Tumango lang ako.
Sinimulan niya ng isaksak yung CD, tapos pinlay niya na yung music. Nananadya talaga si tadhana. Bakit ito pa yung nag-play?
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
Bagay na bagay sa'kin yung kantang 'to. Thinking Of You by Katy Perry. Hindi ko alam na mahilig din pala ang Kuya ko sa ganitong music.
You said move on
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know
No matter how hard I try, I still can't move on. My friends and family keep telling me to just forget about him, but it's not that easy.
Why can't I get over him?
'Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
"You can't ever just forget someone. But you can simply choose to ignore him. And probably concentrate on yourself." That's why I love my brother. Ramdam niya ako. Nababasa niya kung anong nasa isip ko.
"He has a great value to my life which left a mark on my life and this will be hard.."
Painting on a smile with lipstick, putting on a big charade. So difficult to keep pretending.
Ang hirap.
Ang sakit.
Baliw na ako sakanya. Siya lang ang gusto ko wala ng iba. Hindi ko siya niloko. Hindi ko siya iniwan ng basta. I have a reason.
Hinawakan niya ako sa balikat ko kaya napatingin ako sakanya.
"Talk to him and explain everything."
"I can't even talk to him. I can't."
"Obey first before you complain."
"I don't know where to start. Natatakot ako."
"Nagiging mahirap ang isang bagay kung iniisip mong mahirap ito. Now it's up to you to decide if you have a strong mind and heart. Magpapatalo ba ang puso at isip mo sa takot?"
I need to explain everything to him tomorrow.
BINABASA MO ANG
I'm In Love With An Idiot (Major Editing)
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