The weather was as miserable as I felt as I dragged my bags through Dublin airport not to mention my nephew who was making it so obvious he didn't want to be here "come on mate" I told him "I don't want to be here auntie liv I want to be at home with nan she needs me" "I know you do but nan has plenty of people to look after her you need sometime away from it all" "what are we doing here again" "I'm doing the wardrobe for a band so were touring with them" "so you dress them" "yeh" "are they famous" "they are yes" "who are they" "its the script" callums face lit up he knew who the script where "omg everyone's gonna be so jealous" "see hanging out with your auntie isn't gonna be so bad after all is it" I asked him he shrugged at me we caught a taxi to the hotel we'd be staying in for 3 nights we got checked in and was shown to our room "you best ring your mum tell her we've arrived" I told him passing him my iPhone I started unpacking my case while callum was on the phone sneaking into the bathroom to have a quick drink of the vodka I had in my case it burnt my throat but felt so good at the same time just keeping the pain and memories at bay for abit longer a few sips later and we made our way downstairs to where we were meant to meeting the band and the rest of the crew we made our way over to a large group "ahh Olivia good to see you again" there manager greeted "thanks you too" "this must be callum" "it is say hello" I told him "hi" he said nervously "come on let's introduce you" I was introduced to the crew to begin with and then the lads eventually turned up "lads this is Olivia she's gonna be in charge of wardrobe for the tour" "can we eat auntie liv" callum asked "in abit" I told him "you hungry mate" danny asked him "yeh" callum answered "come on then let's find glens son Luke and get you fed" danny led callum over to who I took to be glen and his son danny took them into the restaurant and then camped back "there looking at menus" he told me "so he's your nephew" "he is yeh" "how come he's on tour with you" he started to ask when I noticed someone join us "glen this is Olivia she's gonna be in charge of making us look good well you and mark I already look good" "wow your modest" I told him glen laughed "so you were about to tell me how come your nephew is with you" I looked down to compose myself ready for the sympathetic looks "my grandad died 4 weeks ago callum was close to him he's not been coping too well and we thought this might help him" I looked up and there plastered on their faces was the sympathetic looks I expected glen gave me a small smile as we walked into the restaurant