Shit she stormed out she'd come back after she'd calmed down two hours passed I tried ringing her phone but she'd left it here I rung mark "hey mark is liv there" "yeh she is what did you do she's upset and your been called all sorts" "I'm coming round don't tell her" "ok see you soon" "yeh bye" I went and got ruby out of bed bad I know but I needed to fix this I put her in the car and drove to mark and rina's house I grabbed ruby out the car and knocked on the door mark opened it he gave me a smile and took ruby off me "there in the kitchen" he told me I walked down the corridor liv wa sat crying rina had arm round her she looked so upset by what I'd said it broke my heart "liv" I said her head shot up rina stood up giving me a small smile I took her seat next to liv "I'm so sorry liv I didn't think I'm a fucking idiot" "at least we agree on something" she snapped at me "it was appalling timing I know I didn't mean to hurt you anymore than what you already are" "it's the timing more than what you said she should have been born today it just hurts so much still" "I know it does it hurts me too liv" I said taking her hand "I know you didn't mean it but I can't even think about ever having another baby glen I don't think I could handle the worry of will it happen again" "so your saying you don't want anymore kids" "I'm not saying I don't want anymore I'm saying I don't think I could handle the stress I'd be so scared all the time" "I know and I would be too liv" I told her "but I want a family with you I want ruby to have another brother or sister and Luke to have another brother or sister" "it's too soon glen maybe in another few months we can talk about it but today of all days it's too much to think about" she told me "I know and I'm sorry liv" "I know where's ruby" he asked "with mark" "god she will be swearing by now you shouldn't have woken her up if have come home eventually" "I know the meal wasn't just to say sorry it was for another reason" "what was that" she asked "I wanted to ask you something" I told her moving off my seat on the floor beside her pulling a box out my coat pocket "liv will you marry me"
