Life was a struggle feeling guilty angry and upset happened a few times a day I tried not o let glen see but it was hard sometimes there were times he'd just hold me other times he'd cry with me ruby and Luke kept us doing glen had booked for the four of us to go to Greece for ten days just to unwind and relax the lads had cancelled the American tour so they were free until they needed to be in studio again it had been two months since everything had happened and glen had been at home everyday it was out second day in Greece glen had booked a villa for us like was playing with ruby in the pool she was squealing and splashing about in his arms I was laid out sunning myself glen was inside making lunch I heard movement and opened my eyes glen was at the side of me looking me up and down "what you staring at" I asked "you look amazing in that bikini" he said still looking "glen stop it" he smirked at me "dinners ready" he said "Luke dinners ready" "ok dad" he said getting out the pool I grabbed a towel and took ruby off him she started babbling away to herself obviously excited at been in the water I put her in her hooded towel and put her in her highchair I grabbed her beaker and put her some food on her plate glen came back out with a dish and sat down we all dug in to what he'd made "dada more" ruby said "what do you want ruby" he asked "narna" she said wanting more banana glen passed her some she are that and leaned over to Luke's plate "no ruby it's mine" he said as she grabbed some banana off his plate "ruby that's naughty" I told her tapping her hand "dada" she started to sob "stop it ruby it was naughty" she just laughed we laid about in the sun most of the afternoon taking it in turns to stay in the shade and play with the kids we went out to eat that night getting home around 8 we put ruby to bed and let Luke stay up till 10 we weren't late going to bed I stepped out the shower in just my towel glen was sat on the bed in just his boxers he looked up smiling at me I smiled back at him I started drying off glen was watching me he suddenly stood up moving over to me he kissed me then moved away "sorry liv" he said I pulled him back to me kissing him things soon became heated my towel dropped to the floor and glens boxers were soon on the floor too as we ended up on the bed "you sure" he asked me "yeh" I told him as he pushed into me
