Things didn't really improve I still hardly saw glen and to make matters worse he missed a doctors appointment for ruby for her having her injections I was more upset than mad at him I knew he was busy but this was his daughter maybe it's because he'd been there before and done it all with Luke I felt so alone and like glen didn't care anymore I'd become friends with marks wife and she'd told me to come round and see her after the doctors "so he never text to say he couldn't come with you" she asked "no nothing maybe it's because he's done it all with Luke" "he probably got side tracked at the studio he wouldn't miss it on purpose" "I don't know anymore" "what do you mean" she asked I filled her in on the countless times over the past few months he'd been late not shown up on time the lack of sex between us "liv talk to him" "how can I he's never there rina" "you need to make him don't let this tear you apart" I nodded I heard the front door open and mark walked in "hey liv you ok" he asked "yeh fine" "what you doing home babe" rina asked "we decided to have the rest of the day off we weren't getting anywhere" "is glen at home" I asked him "I think he's gone to see Luke" he told me "right look I'm gonna get off let you spend sometime together" I picked ruby up and left driving home I just felt empty I put ruby down in her cot and went back downstairs I put a film on to watch I wasn't really paying it much attention about 4 glen came home "hey" he said sitting down next to me "hey is Luke ok" "yeh how did you know where I was" "I went to see rina after the doctors mark came home he said" "right did you say you'd been to the doctors" he asked "yeh I took ruby for her injections you were meant to be there" "shit I forgot liv I'm so sorry was she ok" "no she screamed her head off" I told him walking off to the kitchen he was following "liv I'm sorry I completely forgot" "it's fine glen she's asleep no harm done its not like she knew you were meant to be there" I told him turning my back to him to put the kettle on the tears started falling he out his arms round me burying his head into my neck "all I seem to do is hurt you lately I'm sorry liv" "you keep saying it glen but nothing changes I don't know why I'm here apart from looking after ruby we never talk I can't remember the last time we ate together or even the last time we had sex it's like you don't want me anymore" "no liv don't ever think that look at me" he said turning me round "baby don't cry please" he said wiping my tears away he kissed my head "I love you so much liv I've been a dickhead I'm sorry" I pushed him away rushing off upstairs to cry
