I woke up and instantly had to go be sick vodka wasn't my friend there was knocking at the room door I heard Callum answer it "she's not well" I heard him tell someone "why what's up" it was glen "she's been sick" there was a knock at the bathroom door "Olivia you ok" "erm yeh" I opened the door he looked worried "it must be something I ate" I told him "we had the same thing I'm ok" "I don't know then" he didn't look convinced he looked behind me at catching sight of the bottle he pushed his way into the bathroom shutting the door behind him he grabbed the empty bottle "make no wonder you feel sick have you seriously drunk all this" "it was nearly empty I bought it with me" "bull shit your drinking to block out what's happened" "it's nothing to do with you butt out" "it has everything to do with me I'm one of your bosses" "so fire me then" "that's really gonna help you isn't it your meant to be looking after that lad through there sort yourself out" he snapped I looked down at the floor "Olivia drinking isn't gonna bring him back" my head flew up "fuck you you don't know anything about how I feel" "so tell me you obviously need to deal with it" "I don't need to deal with anything I'm fine" "oh yeh drinking a litre of vodka and pucking your guts up that's really dealing with your grief" he sighed "when your ready you can talk to me" he said opening the door I heard the door shut I got myself ready for the day we made our way down to breakfast Callum got his food and made a bee line for Luke I made my way over with some toast and a coffee "feeling any better" glen asked I shrugged my shoulders at him "me and Luke are off to the beach for the day if you want to join us" glen asked "please can we auntie liv" "yeh course we can" I told him we finished eating and went upstairs to change and grab some stuff for the beach we met glen and Luke in the lobby of the hotel before getting a taxi to the beach