I couldn't get to sleep I just laid awake thinking about what glen had said to me I wanted to say it back to him but he needed to get better first to concentrate on himself and not a relationship he looked gutted when I didn't say it back I got up to make myself a drink the light was on in the kitchen glen was sat at the table an unopened bottle of whiskey in front of him I grabbed it away from him I opened it up and poured it down the sink glen got up and put the kettle on I threw the bottle in the bin "where you gonna drink it" I asked him he shrugged his shoulders "glen you either want my help or you don't" "I do I didn't open it did I" "only because I came down Jesus Christ glen is this what you want" "no that's why I didn't open it don't fucking lecture me" "fine I'll get a flight home tomorrow then if you don't need me you can sort yourself " "no liv don't go I'm sorry its just hard" "I know it is why don't we take these upstairs and talk" I asked him we went and got into his bed getting under the duvet we talked and drank our tea I started yawning "I'm gonna let you sleep"he said getting out the bed you don't have to we can just lay and talk" I told him he got back into bed and I turned the light off we talked for abit before falling asleep I woke the next morning not been able to move I was laid in glens arms he was still fast asleep I tried to move but he didn't let me go I decided to stay where I was I drifted back off to sleep I was woken up by someone kissing my neck I let out a moan before opening my eyes it was glen shit we shouldn't be doing this "glen stop" I told him "I want you liv" "I know I want you too" he kissed me pushing me onto my back clothes were removed and hands wondered we ended up having sex he was still laid on top of me we made eye contact he kissed me "that shouldn't have happened"I told him he got off me I got up out the bed grabbing my clothes tears were running down my face "liv what's wrong" "nothing it shouldn't have happened I'm sorry I led you on" "just abit fucking hell" he snapped grabbing his own clothes he got himself dressed "I'm going out to see Luke I want you gone when I come back" more tears fell "I'm sorry glen" "don't ever come back I told you how I felt last night and then that just happened and you think its ok to turn round and say it shouldn't have happened that's fucked up" "you started it" "just make sure your gone when I get back" I nodded tears pouring down my face as he left the room to finish getting ready I heard the front door slam a short while later
