Things were pretty awkward at the beach between me and glen despite his attempts at getting me to open up he eventually found me at a bar with a big glass of wine in my hand he went to the bar and got himself a pint sitting down opposite me "where's callum and Luke" "playing football thought I'd come join you for a drink" "so long as there isn't a lecture involved" "no lecture" he said taking a sip of his pint I sat and admired the view the beach was beautiful to say it was Dublin it felt good to just be sat breathing in clean air "Its so quiet here" "I know its perfect for when you just want to think and clear your head" "stop trying to get me to open up glen" "I'm not" I downed my wine and got up glen stayed sat where he was I went to watch Luke and callum play football callum seemed so carefree so much different to how he'd been the past few weeks at home we eventually went back to the hotel me and callum got showered and into our PJ's and ordered room service I got a bottle of wine with my pizza callum drifted off to sleep I made my way onto the balcony to drink glen was out on his balcony with a bottle of beer in his hand he looked at my glass giving me a look "don't dare say anything" he shrugged "what's the point you seem intent on pressing the self destruct button" I stayed quiet drinking my wine I eventually made my way back in going to bed I hardly slept I'd not drunk enough to block everything out the next day I felt like a zombie and didn't look much better today I was going to be getting together the last few things for the lads wardrobe we were taken to a warehouse callum and luke ran off to play football I had the task of measuring the lads so I could go clothes shopping for them I'd measure danny and mark and now it was glens turn he looked abit worse for wear I was measuring his chest when his hand went to my hip "I know you can smell the whiskey on me don't pretend you don't if you say anything I'll have to tell everyone about you" he said so only I could hear "blackmailing me nice"I snapped "I needed to unwind" "isn't this the same sort of thing you were lecturing me about" "hardly" "double standards much" I asked "don't push me" he threatened "I'm done you can get dressed" I told him getting my things together and heading into town I managed to get everything I needed so made my way back to the hotel I knocked on glens door he was watching callum for me he held the door open so I could come in Luke and callum were on the Xbox completely oblivious to my arrival "drink" glen asked passing the vodka bottle he looked tipsy I opened the lid and took a large swig out of it glen grabbed it off me and did the same thing
