We sat for hours talking about why he drank I noticed it was 10pm I got my phone out "I best ring danny I'm staying at his" "your what why" "its just easier I didn't know how you'd react to me turning up" "stay here please" he asked grabbing my hand "please liv I can't don't his on my own" "ok let me ring danny and tell him" I grabbed my phone went into the hallway dialling his number "hey you OK" he answered "yeh fine I'm gonna stay with glen" "is everything ok" "yeh were just talking" "ok well ring if you need me" "I will night Dan" I went back to the kitchen "can I take a shower" I asked him "yeh course I'll take your case up" he told me I followed him up the stairs he showed me to a bedroom it looked like his "you can sleep in here I'll stay in Luke's room" I nodded "bathrooms just through there" he said pointing at a door he sat on the bed I stroked his head he leaned his head into my hand turning to kiss it I gave him a small smile before grabbing my things for a shower I stripped off and got in the shower I felt a pair of hands on my hips I jumped startled by the contact I spun round it was glen "glen what you doing" "thought I'd come help you" "no get out we aren't together" he looked crushed "liv please" "no glen you need to sort yourself out we can't get back together when your like this" "fuck" he said moving his hands off me and getting out the shower I finished my shower and got ready for bed glen was no where to be seen I knocked on Luke's door "yeh" he answered I opened the door "you ok" "fine" he said "I'm sorry I should have made it clear when I got here" "why bother coming" "because Luke told callum you weren't good you helped me" "so you felt sorry for me" "no I was worried about you I wanted to make sure you were ok" "I'm fine" "bull shit your far from it I'm here to help its what people do when they care about someone" "so you still care" "of course I do glen I wouldn't be here if I didn't" "I fucked everything up by losing it when you were here last I'm such an idiot" "your not an idiot" "I am I've lost the most beautiful woman who actually likes me for me and not the band and I've scared you off by losing it I never meant to scare you your face broke my heart you looked terrified like you thought I would hurt you I'd never do anything like that I love you" "what" I asked "I love you I know amazing time to tell you but I do I wish I could take it all back and I know I've messed anything that could have happened between us up I'm sorry" "its fine look I'm off to bed see you in the morning" I told him closing the door behind him I steadied myself against the wall he'd completely shocked me by telling me he loved me my heart was breaking at not telling him I loved him too but I needed to help him get better first
