3 days after been put on life support they decided to see if liv could breathe on her own I had to go stand outside with her parents and Danny while the doctors were in there it was ages before they came out to tell us she still won't breathe on her own her mum collapsed into her dads arms my heart sank "come on mate lets go get a drink" Danny said leading me down the corridor we got a tea and went outside for some fresh air "what if she never breathes on her own dan" "she will" "why would she even want to after what I did to her I'll never forget the look on her face" "don't dare give up on her glen she will wake up and your gonna work things out and your gonna have a baby" "she said she never wanted to see me again apart from scans and when she had her I messed everything up" "your gonna get a chance to put it right" we made our way back inside and took our usual spot at the side of her bed a few days later the doctors decided to try again they were longer than last time I was starting to get worried half an hour later the doctors came out "she's awake" "what really is she ok" "she's abit groggy and scared she was more worried about the baby than herself" "there both ok though" "yes they are go and see for yourself" the doctor told me inlet her parents in first I sat back down "told you she would be fine" Danny said "yeh" "your scared she's gonna tell you to go away aren't you" he asked I nodded the door opened and her parents came out smiling "she wants you glen" I nodded standing up and going into her room she was sat up in bed looking down at her bump stroking it she looked up as I opened the door she gave me a small smile "hey" I said "hey" I took a seat at the side of the bed "how you feeling" "like I've been hit by a car" "that's not funny is she moving" "yeh lots" "I thought I'd lost you" "you have glen I remember what you did" "I'm so sorry liv all of this is my fault you and the baby nearly died and it's my fault let me make it up to you" "no glen I meant what I said you can be there for scans and when she's born but that's it I don't want to see you"
