Life was busy like really busy been on tour with a band and your sleeping pattern goes out the window Callum loved it and was best mates with Luke me and glen on the other hand avoided each other at all costs I was usually holed up in my bunk on a night with a bottle of vodka or jack for company usual falling into a drunken sleep by tonight though I couldn't switch off I went in search of some more alcohol in the kitchen i could have sworn there was some vodka here somewhere "you looking for this" I spun round it was glen clutching the bottle of vodka he brought it to his lips taking a swig he held it out to me I walked over and took it off him bringing it to my own lips glen pulled me by the arm into the lounge that was closed off to the bus shutting the door he grabbed the bottle taking another drink he handed it back to me this continued till it was nearly gone I dared to look at him he looked tired "you should sleep" I told him "I'm not tired" "you look it" "thanks" I went to sit down and stumbled glen caught my arm causing me to giggle I looked at him "why do you keep trying to help me" "I don't know I guess I just want to help you" "I don't need help" "so you keep saying" "I don't I can look after myself I've never needed a man before and certainly don't need one now" the next thing I knew glens lips were on mine and I was pushed up against the door fighting for control I pushed him back we stood looking at each other before he kissed me again we stumbled onto the sofa glen pulling me onto his lap his hands wondering into my pyjama shorts making me gasp into the kiss "you like that" he asked between kisses he sat me up and pulled his shorts down I stood up pulling my shorts down he pulled me back onto his lap kissing me to quieten my gasp as he made his way inside me it was fast and drunken sex and after we'd both gotten what we needed I climbed off him putting my shorts back on and walking out the lounge and getting into my bed I was completely shocked by my behaviour I'd never had a one night stand in my life and certainly never been this drunk before when I'd slept with someone
