I'd never packed so quickly in my life it was 8am there was no danger of the lads been up at this time I loaded a bag in my car and went back for another as I was going back out glen was coming down the drive in his car fuck I wouldn't be able to drive off he got out "where you going" he asked "nowhere having a sort out" I lied "your running away seriously liv" "who've I've got to run away from glen oh yeh that's it no one" "your running away from me that's my baby too liv you can't just up and leave" "can I not move your car or I'll ram it out the way" I snapped at him "no you fucking won't get inside and stop giving people a show" I stormed inside "you gonna make me a drink" he asked I walked into the kitchen putting the kettle on "have you had a scan yet" he asked "yeh" I grabbed the scan and handed it to him "is everything ok" "yeh fine" "what about you" "I'm fine too look what does it matter you hate me you don't have to involved in fact I don't want you involved" "tough shit that's my baby too I don't hate you I was mad at you for letting it happen and then saying you regretted it you fucked my head up I didn't want to see you again at the time" "I thought I was doing the right thing I wanted you to focus on getting better" "I know I shouldn't have reacted the way I did I'm sorry you've been going through this alone" "I've got to get used to it glen I'm bringing this baby up alone I don't want you involved" I told him turning back to the drinks I'd started making