I heard footsteps heading down the corridor to my room the door flew open and Danny barged in "you were out of order" "why it's the truth it would be better if I wasn't alive feeling like this" "like what liv talk to me" "I can't Danny" I sobbed he pulled me into his arms "I love him so much but I hate him too Danny why wasn't I enough for him" "that's something you need to ask him liv" "I can't even look at him Danny let alone talk to him I wish I'd died in that accident then I wouldn't have to feel like my heart is breaking" "don't ever say that again liv it's gonna take time but if you still love him you'll work it out you've got your little girl coming soon" "I know everytime she kicks I wan him to feel her but I can't ask him and I want to" I sobbed again "he never left your side at the hospital he was devastated he thought he's lost you both I've never seen him like that before he loves you liv he fucked up he knows that but it's you he wants" "I want to believe that but he lied when I asked him" "I know he did" "don't defend him Danny he was probably only at my side in the hospital because he felt guilty" "I did and I still do I fucked up liv and nearly losing you and the baby made me realise how much I love you I know I hurt you and in so sorry just give me a chance to make it up to you he said crouching in front of me taking my hand I reached out my other hand and stroked his face tears were pouring down his face I wiped them away Danny made his excuses and left leaving us alone "let me make it right liv I know it's gonna take time but I'll prove myself to you" I nodded my head "ok" I told him