We get in my room . He was searching in my wardrobe for clothes but he couldn't find anything he liked . He kept throwing clothes on my floor .
" Harry , what are you doing? I have to clean after"
"Shhh ... Go and take a shower I'm gonna find something for you to wear ." He said and run out of my room .
Ok .. This weirdo make me go crazy. I get to my bathroom to take a shower . The hot water on my cold skin was a blessing.I stood in that shower for 30 minutes. I get out and put a fluffy towel around me . I hope Harry isn't in my room .
I opened slowly the door to find Harry at the edge of the bed , elbows on his knees , his head between his hands . He raised slowly his head at me .
He looked at me with that charming look . I was in the frame door waiting for him to get out or say something.. But he just looked at me.
" Mmm, I'm ok now . I will take care of myself" I said
" Come in ..don't stay in the door " he said laying down on my bed resting on his elbows.
I entered in the room closing the door behind me. It was just one lamp that lighted the room . It wasn't too much light .
" I have to change, can you get out ? "
"Mmm , no .. I will turn around. I still have to bandage your wounds." He said looking up and down at me .
" Get out Harold . You can stay at the door " I said pulling him out of my room .
"Fine , fine ... Quick" he said resting his hand on the door frame looking at me with that fucking cheeky smile .
"Out Harold" I said pushing him out closing the door .
" I will wait here " he yelled from the hall.
I changed quick in the clothes that were on my bed . A transparent shirt and a pair on jeans . Really ? Transparent shirt ? I tried to find something else but all my clothes despaired from my wardrobe. Fuck you Harry .
After I put clothes on I opened the door. Harry was standing in the hall with his back against the wall, looking down.
"Finally.. " he said pushing himself making his way to my room . He sit on my bed waiting for me. I close the door behind me and I sit on the bed beside him . He took out from a box some bandage.
" Ok ... Let's see the bruises." He said while he took my hand . He was just whispering to himself trying hard to put the bandages.
"How did you find me ? " I asked curiously
" I don't know.. I just found you " he said not looking at me .
" You saved me . It was something there . I was so scared Harry " I said trying not to cry again. I have to be more fucking strong .
"So , Harry .. Did you feel something for me ? " I asked afraid of his reaction
" I hope is not to tight." He said changing the subject
"Harry , I asked you something "
"Ok , I think i finished here . You have another cut or something? " he asked still not looking at me
" Harry ? Answer me .. You can't just be so fucking good and charming with me all the time . You confuse me " I yelled at him
" What the fuck you want to hear ? I confused you ?? I ?? " he yelled back at me getting up ..
"From the first day you were here ... From that day you started to play with my demons . I tried my whole life to put them deep in my mind . Handcuff them , there " he yelled back at me
" I don't understand Harry ... You always acted like you like me and all "
"I was trying to be nice . But you fucking started to play with me .. And I fell in your game .." He yelled at me
" Game ?? Do you think I was playing a game with you ?? Fuck Harry .. You're insane.." I yelled turning my back at him .
"Yes ..maybe I am .. Maybe I'm insane .. I tried so hard to forget this part of me . I was a hyperactive bomb . Everytime I was yelling , punching and throwing things whenever I was angry , but I meet Lou and in time I managed to change myself" he said running his hands through his hair . He wasn't finished... His voice was deep and he was angry .
"You did this to me .. You!!" He yelled at me. I didn't expected and I jumped at his harsh voice.
" I did nothing... You have problems.. You made me fall in love with you .. That was your fucking intention. "
"My intention?? I became obsessed .. All I wanted was to keep you safe because this is...Fuck " he yelled throwing away a chair with his foot.
" Stop Harry.. What are you doing? "
"Nothing.. No-thing" he yelled at me getting closer.
" Don't fucking came close to me"
"Ohh , now you're scared" he yelled in my face waving with his hands in the air.
" You wasn't scared when you kissed me "
" I wasn't.. Because I wasn't kissing an insane .. I was kissing a kind boy .."
"Well , congrats angel " he said in an ironic voice interrupting me
"This is me ... And you have to fucking deal with it . This is me .. Real me and you have no options" he yelled. The door opened suddenly.. Louis .. Oh god .. Finally
" Out " Harry yelled at Louis
Louis was really scared... His eyes were red ... Probably he cried .
"Harry, calm down.. What's wrong with you? " Louis said trying to touch Harry but he pulled back .
"Out Louis" he said in a strong deep voice .. I was scared .. I never guess that Harry was like this ..
Louis looked at me and I nod .. Even I was too scared to be alone with Harry . Louis left the room closing the door.
" You're not scaring me " I said with a straight voice trying to sound convincing
"Well guess what .. You're not impressing me at all " he said .. His face inches away from my .
"Out Harry " I said trying not to cry.. I have to be strong..
" Oh.. Someone is pretty confident now"
"Out Harry " I yelled at him . I was so scared . His eyes were dark and he was full of anger .
" I don't want" he said crossing his arms
"Guess what Harry " I said imitating his tone
"I have my own demons .. And they are strong .. So don't fucking try to play with them . Their are too many " I said .. He looked at me clenching his jaw ..
"it's not over " he said leaving the room smashing the door .
"We are not over " he growls in the hall . I heard him punching the wall and throwing things . I opened the door and yelled at him
" You're not gonna break me " I close the door and locked it .
Even it was looking like an angel , he was insane . He was like a demon .. But an angel .. A fallen angel... God's favorite.
