Thomas Sangster/Newt Imagines and Stories

TBS and Newt Imagines/Stories - 40

Hey, guys. I know it's been awhile(lots and lots and lots) and I'm sorry if I don't update that fast. Plus tv series, namely, Arrow and The Flash, has been eating up my time and giving me no social life(lol, I'm addicted to the series. currently i'm on season 4 on Arrow and season 2 on the Flash, yay Barry and Oliver HAHA.) Thank you again for making this story/imagines, my first one ever, to reach a thousand reads, thank you so much. I love you guys, thanks for reading.

Thomas Sangster

You came back home, completely exhausted and stressed. Taking off your blazer, you locked the door and saw him sleeping on the couch. He always looks like an angel when sleeping, so peaceful and serene.

Slowly, you sat on the floor, infront of the sleeping guy. He opens his eyes and stares at you then quickly smiles, "You're back, Y/N." You smiled at him, "Did I woke you up, Tommy?" He sits up on the couch, his hair messy but still looked adorable, and shakes his head.

Thomas pulls you to a hug, "I love you." You return the hug warmly, "I love you too." Both of you let the moment last for awhile, "Would you like some tea, Tommy?" He ends the hug, "Sure." You stood up and went to the kitchen, preparing tea, his favorite drink.

He walks to the kitchen, wearing a gray shirt and a pair of shorts. You place the tea on the table, "Tea's ready, Thomas." He smiles and picks up the saucer and teacup, "Thank you, Y/N. I am so lucky to have a girlfriend, who cares for me so much." You smiled at him, "Its because I love you. I'll just watch some tv show." He nods and sips his tea happily.

I was watching some documentary, "Thomas?" there was no response. "Tom—" "What?!" You hear an annoyed and angry response making you feel nervousness all over your body. Standing up, "Are you alright Tho—"

He walks into the living room, glaring and sneering, "Bloody hell! What do you want?!" His eyes were piercing and intimidating, his forehead is crinkled and he had this pissed off vibe around him. "I was just aski—" He snaps, "Shut up! Why do you care so much for me, huh?! I don't love you! I bloody hate you, bitch!"

He doesn't mean anything of those. He's not Thomas. Its Joe. The one I really hate. You look at him, "Thomas..." Suddenly his pissed off vibe was gone, replaced by a dark and quiet one. "When will I die, Y/N?" He asks in a depressed tone. "Life is worth living? Fuck that shit. What is worth living when I fucking change personalities everytime? Tell me, what is worth living about that." You didn't answer him, not knowing what to say to him, "Tommy..."

This is one is... Zack. He was the depressed and suicidal personality of Thomas. You hate this one too but not as much as you hate Joe. Thomas looks up at you, "Is suicide fun, Y/N? If it is, can I try and do it?" Tears started falling down from your face, "Thomas!" His eyes widened then quick as lightning he was hugging you, "I'm sorry, Y/N. Please stop crying. I didn't mean it. Please, Y/N, Please."

For a minute... I thought he was already back to himself but... "I'm sorry for having you put up with my mess! My bloody personality disorder! I'm sorry! I didn't wish for this disease... but it was inevitable. I'm sorry..." It was the apologetic one, Andrew. Thomas's personality who took the blame for almost everything that happens in the world.

"Stop, Thomas. Its not your fault. Stop apologizing, please." You end the hug and noticed that Thomas was staring at you. No. Please. Not him. "Do I know you?" Thomas blinks his eyes at you, "You're beautiful, miss." Tears started falling yet again, his eyes widened in shock, "What's wrong?" You shook your head not knowing what to reply to your boyfriend, who suddenly forgotten all of your memories.

The amnesiac Thomas or Harry. The one that you hate the least yet the one who hurts you the most. He forgets all of his memories about his family, friends, himself and especially... about you. You help him sit on the sofa, "Stay there. I'll just have to do something." Harry nods and sits on the sofa while you went to the kitchen, sat on a chair and cried.

After awhile, "Y/N? Where are you?" you hear him ask. Thomas steps into the kitchen and sees you, crying and sniffling. He gasps and wraps you into a warm hug, "Shh. I'm sorry, Y/N. Please stop crying." You cried and wetted his shirt, "I think my personality disorder is getting worse, huh?" Thomas asks while comforting you, who didn't replied back. The two of you knew that the answer to his question was... a yes.

You woke up in the middle of the night and saw Thomas standing near the windows. "Can't sleep?" he looks at you and smiles, "Did I woke you up?" you shook your head making him smile wider. "Just drank some of my medicine." You nod and continued staring at Thomas, who was smiling at you then you felt drowsiness knocking you out.

You heard footsteps, waking you up, "Thomas?!" You see him holding a knife near his wrist. He stares at you with dull eyes, "Suicide is my only option. I don't wanna hold on anymore, I wanna end my pain." Tears fall from your eyes, "Stop that!" Suddenly he sneers at you, "Don't command me, bitch! I wanna kill myself and you can't talk me out of it!" He screams while pointing the knife near his heart.

"Please stop this, Thomas!" He lets out an angry scream, spit flying out from his mouth. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Thomas keeps repeating the words like mantra while staring at the knife, wide eyed and speechless. The knife suddenly drops to the floor, "Why am I here? Why is there a knife? Who am I?" He kept asking questions then stares at you, "Who are you?"

Who am I? I am your girlfriend! The one who learned to be strong and tough to resist Joe's anger issues, your angry personality! The one who cried endless tears whenever Zack's depression and suicidal thinking almost leads you to a death! The one who tried to understand Andrew's repeated apologizing about little things that you blamed yourself for happening! And the one who felt so much pain when Harry can't remember anything! Memories and moments forgotten by you! I almost felt dying whenever you ask that question, Who are you?

You wanted to scream all of those to him but you jumped out of the bed and pulled him to a warm and loving hug, "No need to know me. Just know that... I love you. I love you with all of my heart and I would withstand anything that happens with the two of us because for a simple reason... I love you." Tears streamed down your face while you felt Thomas hugging back and mumbling, "I-I-I-I love you too."

He fell asleep on your arms then you lay him down on the bed and noticed fresh tears streaming from his face. You kissed his forehead, "Keep fighting, Thomas. We can do this." You got back in bed and fell asleep, a happy and smiling Thomas invading your dreams.

He was an extraordinary man. Despite his disease, I know he loved me dearly and endlessly. I named his angry personalitly after my ex-boyfriend's name, Joe. He was a jerk and had temperamental issues. Then his depressed side after a fictional character, Zack, who was about to suicide but stopped by a girl. Andrew, my friend who also loved to apologize and finally Harry... my grandfather who had amnesia and kept forgetting everything especially me... his favorite granddaughter.

A/N: This was a requested imagine idea of one my friends and... I think it turned out pretty good, right? hahahaha. Anyway, thanks again for reading my works, love u all :). *gets back to binge watching Arrow and The Flash*