His Possession | #1✔

47: Forever.

Zander King's Pov

I was furious. I had so much pent up anger inside of me that I need to release or it would make me go insane.

If it was the old me, I would have released my stress and anger inside a random chick but I was not that guy anymore and I know exactly what would help me now.

Five minutes later...

I was angry (punch).

I was infuriated (punch).

I was stressed (punch).

I was lost (punch).

I was confuse (punch).

I kept on punching the punching bag until I couldn't anymore. My muscles were strained and I was spent. I sat down on my gym floor and laid down looking up at the blank ceiling as if expecting to see Lia's face there.

I wanted to understand and respect her decision but I couldn't when I fucking want her so much.

She was and would always be like a breath of fresh air in my life and I couldn't be without her. I need to see her every fucking day but that stupid college thing was getting on our way.

I just want her to be with me and not miles away from me. I want her with me every fucking day.

But she doesn't get that. She wants to join Yale and didn't even stop to think about how I would feel about it.

Does she even know that the past few days has been a complete torture for me?

Refraining myself from jumping out of my car and knock at her door just to see her face, to see her smiling up at me, to hold her, to kiss her and to express how much I fucking love her.

It was fucking torture to be so close to her yet so far.

I love her too much to let her go away, to let her go without a fight.

She was the light I needed in my life.

She was the good I needed in my life.

She was the friend I needed in my life.

She was the different I needed in my life.

She was all that I needed in my life and more. She was and would always be.

She was the only who was nice to me without even knowing my name and my family status in the society.

She was the only one who was nice to me without having any other ulterior motives.

She was the only one who was nice to me even when I was rude to her.

She was the one for me, she's the one for me.

I would be damned if I let her go, if I lose a girl like her and if I let her leave me because of a stupid thing.

I should know better than anyone else that Lia wasn't just a girl that you would meet frequently.

She was one in a million.

And I couldn't let her go away because of this stupid thing.

She was always patient and understanding whenever it came to me and I think I should be the same towards her.

What was I even doing? I should be with her and support her decision.

If she wanted to join Yale then I should support and not let her choose.

If I love her truly then I should respect her decision.

I couldn't bound or decided for her. She was her own person and she has every right to do what she wants to.